Righteous Intolerance and a Beer full of Cheese?
That was what someone thought I actually said this weekend. The correct phrasing was "I'm lactose intolerant and you're full of cheese"....This what I get for trying to make humor in a room full of drunken, debaucherous people, who are the most fun I've had in a long time.
I went to a Courtesan Carnival and seriously thought I would be out of my element, but it was great. I learned a lot about people, but more about myself. I went alone, to no fault of the friend I paid for, but it was likely for the best. It forced me to get out of my comfort zone and talk to people who all knew each other. I felt like I crashed the party, but that feeling lasted for about 15 minutes. Seriously, I loved being the new person. Everyone *wants* to make the new person feel welcome and comfortable, but also part of everything. I got to be a judge for the best pie contest (not that pie, you pervs) No, I didn't enter the best breasts contest....Hello? you have to HAVE breasts to bare them!!! I didn't enter the talent show this year, but I think I will next year if I'm invited. I may want to judge the best arse contest....that would be fun! I also made a decision to not go alone...I know that my boyfriend is not welcome....his fault, not mine....but I want friends to come with me...it's not at all what it looks like...In fact, it's a lot like our group parties, only with a bigger group so the jokes never get old! The next one is in May....I need to drag someone with me.
As for my other postings....I was not posting so that my old friends would be my friends again...once again I'm only posting to admit MY FAULTS in the failure of our relationship...NOT to "get you to come back" The only way to let anything go is to admit failure....Now I really can let it go and move on myself. None of you are dead to me...I'm not that harsh....I am just putting you all in the proper place. Someone who was in my life and now you are not. It's not ALL my fault, but I am to blame as well and that was all I was trying to say. I already have let you go. I just never close the door.
I went to a Courtesan Carnival and seriously thought I would be out of my element, but it was great. I learned a lot about people, but more about myself. I went alone, to no fault of the friend I paid for, but it was likely for the best. It forced me to get out of my comfort zone and talk to people who all knew each other. I felt like I crashed the party, but that feeling lasted for about 15 minutes. Seriously, I loved being the new person. Everyone *wants* to make the new person feel welcome and comfortable, but also part of everything. I got to be a judge for the best pie contest (not that pie, you pervs) No, I didn't enter the best breasts contest....Hello? you have to HAVE breasts to bare them!!! I didn't enter the talent show this year, but I think I will next year if I'm invited. I may want to judge the best arse contest....that would be fun! I also made a decision to not go alone...I know that my boyfriend is not welcome....his fault, not mine....but I want friends to come with me...it's not at all what it looks like...In fact, it's a lot like our group parties, only with a bigger group so the jokes never get old! The next one is in May....I need to drag someone with me.
As for my other postings....I was not posting so that my old friends would be my friends again...once again I'm only posting to admit MY FAULTS in the failure of our relationship...NOT to "get you to come back" The only way to let anything go is to admit failure....Now I really can let it go and move on myself. None of you are dead to me...I'm not that harsh....I am just putting you all in the proper place. Someone who was in my life and now you are not. It's not ALL my fault, but I am to blame as well and that was all I was trying to say. I already have let you go. I just never close the door.