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i know you are tired of my posts
but i have stuff on my mind
and that is what this is here for
so i start class at 11:20 in the morning... tomorrow... or to be
chronologically correct... today...
i have no idea what books i am supposed to have
nor have i done my laundry...
i need to get that job soon...
my clothes are slowly destroying themselves
last night at the party i forgot i wasn't wearing button fly jeans
so i went to the bathroom and pulled the fly open as though
they were button fly jeans and bam...
zipper busted :(
a week ago my brother ripped the ass of my other favorite jeans
and i have 2 pairs left
and from the looks of it... i am about to only have one pair
because one of them are so worn in that the denim is just discinigrating
you can rub your nail gently on then and get denim fuzz underneath
your fingernail
i have my credit card for express
600 dollar credit limit
should i splurge?
prolly not...
i am starting to realize that life is worth living once again
and that being single isn't the end of the world
i'm not saying that i wouldn't like to have someone
because i would... however
i don't really think i am ready for commitment
not the least bit... i don't think i ever was
gotta learn to support myself before i support another
one day
one day indeed
i guess i have thought about this mainly because
all the girls that want me are the weird ones...
here goes the explanation
for those of you who have known me before my lj name was totalmindfuck
i am talking when i was mind_shatter or poisonthewhales
you might remember me talking about a manager
who was a complete and total bitch to me at all times
well she stopped being that way toward me
well recently she found me on myspace
and she is trying to pry into my life somehow
i don't want to be mean to her
and i told her i don't want a relationship
and that i didn't want to hangout with her...
but in a nice way
but she is an ambitious little fucker
and then there is this other girl
i'm guessing she is looking for a rebound
i am guessing no
plus i know the guy she is trying to rebound from
i want to live life to the fullest
take risks
have fun
live each day as though it were my last
i am trying to do all this before i have to face
the real world after finishing school
after that then i will live life
at a more moderate pace
in the good words of the bloodhound gang
life is an endless drive that you take alone...
might as well enjoy the ride...
take the long way home
goodnight everybody and
happy monday