Aug 07, 2005 12:22
ok so i havent had internet connection becuase we just moved from the most amzing house in whiskey crrek to the shittiest place on the beach. i dont know where i left off but we'll start from when i got back from vacation. so i got back and brent was like i think u should just go out with your friends tontie since u havent been with them in awhile thats alright cause i love my friends to death but i kinda wanted to be with im as well since i was gone for so long. but then i hung out with lynnie and faubel and we went to "help" at the book sale. yes i saw brent there. then that was the nite we went out to jimmys and brent wasnt too happy with me and broke up with me because i broke a promise. we talked it out and things still arent that great.
brent says hes tried to go out with other girls but its just not the same. he says he constantly thinks of me and all of our memories together. believe me im doing the same thing ive gone out had a good time. but the only one or thing on my mind is brent. everyone tells me that i deserve better and that this is all happening for the good and yes it will take time for me to get over brent and move on. but its not that easy. we spent an awesome year together and that year will not leave our minds.
all this has gone on and no matter what me n brent seem to come back to eachother. i agree that maybe we did need a lil break but i believe that since we are meant to be together it will find a way. because he told me last nite how much he missed me and wants to be with me but since i broke his heart it would be hard for him to just all of a sudden get back with me even tho thats what we both want to do. i dont know what else to say besides we know that we never cheated on eachother and someday things will be like they used to be...
so anyways...school at dunbar starts tomorrow..im scared nervous excited i dunno all the emotions are running throught my head at the same time! but when i get internet connection ill update again
im still in love with what we were....
kisses