23rd Life Saved
People are really interesting. They treat two people differently under the same circumstances and it's confusing.
Of course, most of the times I end up being confused by why I do things. I want to help people but all but a very few times I end up doing more damage. Or someone stopped me from doing it just in time. I'm sure any normal person would have stopped by now.
I'm not sure if it's because I keep hoping next time will be different or if because one time I didn't screw up and it was the best thing I ever did. Or maybe because I'd feel guilty if I didn't at least try.
Does anyone else here keep doing something over and over again regardless of how successful they may or may not be at it?
Of course, most of the times I end up being confused by why I do things. I want to help people but all but a very few times I end up doing more damage. Or someone stopped me from doing it just in time. I'm sure any normal person would have stopped by now.
I'm not sure if it's because I keep hoping next time will be different or if because one time I didn't screw up and it was the best thing I ever did. Or maybe because I'd feel guilty if I didn't at least try.
Does anyone else here keep doing something over and over again regardless of how successful they may or may not be at it?