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Don't cry. It'll be alright. Really.
No. Shut up. Let me cry. It won't be ok. It never is.
It'll get better. You'll see.
It gets better. But is crashes in flames later. Always does.
You're young. You'll find someone.
I've seen people go through life alone.
But you'll be fine.
I won't. I'm not sure I want to be anymore. Because every time I feel good, something bad happens. It all goes wrong and causes me to cry.
Be strong.
I don't want to be anymore. I'm strong for everyone. No one is strong for me. I'm a supporting pillar starting to crumble because the weight it's supporting is too strong. Everything ever set upon it is starting to weaken.
You'll stand tall.
But I just want to fall. I don't want to deal with it anymore. A person who thrives on affection and love, alone and loveless.
Just have hope.
Hope is the cruellest human emotion. It's crushed me so many times. Left me crying so many times. I don't want it anymore. It'll crush me again. Over. And over. And over...
And it'll happen. Again. And again. And again. Because I'm weak. Because I'm stupid. Because I can't keep from falling for those I love, and hoping I can be with them. And I'll keep getting crushed. And hurt. And I can't stop it.
But I want to. So bad. Because it hurts too damn much.
No. Shut up. Let me cry. It won't be ok. It never is.
It'll get better. You'll see.
It gets better. But is crashes in flames later. Always does.
You're young. You'll find someone.
I've seen people go through life alone.
But you'll be fine.
I won't. I'm not sure I want to be anymore. Because every time I feel good, something bad happens. It all goes wrong and causes me to cry.
Be strong.
I don't want to be anymore. I'm strong for everyone. No one is strong for me. I'm a supporting pillar starting to crumble because the weight it's supporting is too strong. Everything ever set upon it is starting to weaken.
You'll stand tall.
But I just want to fall. I don't want to deal with it anymore. A person who thrives on affection and love, alone and loveless.
Just have hope.
Hope is the cruellest human emotion. It's crushed me so many times. Left me crying so many times. I don't want it anymore. It'll crush me again. Over. And over. And over...
And it'll happen. Again. And again. And again. Because I'm weak. Because I'm stupid. Because I can't keep from falling for those I love, and hoping I can be with them. And I'll keep getting crushed. And hurt. And I can't stop it.
But I want to. So bad. Because it hurts too damn much.