I was living in a different world when I heard the news...
What to Think
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I don't know what to think
I'm sitting dazed and confused
I never even imagined I could change a thing
with any of the words I've used
I want to believe in strength
I want to be back where I used to be
Turn the clock back several months
Leave me in July 2003
We were severed and strewn and seperated
with the introduction of all I've hated
I was lost and alone
Panic prone
I'm not sure if I can describe how I felt
I've heard a destroyer of relationships is insecurity
But I was away and lost and scared and petrified
How can you blame me?
I want to apologize for my temperment those days
I never meant to turn you away
I never ever wanted to
Thank god for the 20th of May
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I don't know what to think
I'm sitting dazed and confused
I never even imagined I could change a thing
with any of the words I've used
I want to believe in strength
I want to be back where I used to be
Turn the clock back several months
Leave me in July 2003
We were severed and strewn and seperated
with the introduction of all I've hated
I was lost and alone
Panic prone
I'm not sure if I can describe how I felt
I've heard a destroyer of relationships is insecurity
But I was away and lost and scared and petrified
How can you blame me?
I want to apologize for my temperment those days
I never meant to turn you away
I never ever wanted to
Thank god for the 20th of May