Updating--from the Age of 18..
I looked at this and realized that I haven't updated since I was 17--and that's a long time, seeing as my birthday is Oct. 24. Anywho, I'll do a feelings entry. I've noticed that lately, life's been sucking. My parents and I are always at each others' throats lately, friends are hurting me, guys are making me cry, and school is basically sucking.
I've realized that I cry waaaay too much, like far more often than most people. This needs to stop--I feel like I'm bipolar or something. I think I'm gaining weight--seeing as I eat when I'm upset. That upsets me more. I think my friendships are stretching, new ones coming and old ones going. I feel like sometimes, I am a horrible friend, but then, they blow me away with how disregarding of my feelings they are. I find the friends I really love--Deidra and Sankey--are only getting closer to me, others like Chelsea, I feel like I'm distancing from. It kind of sucks, pretty much because I'm leaving everyone in a few months. Either way I go, though, I'll have Deidra or Sankey...the other can visit. I'm tired of this now. I'm ending it.
I've realized that I cry waaaay too much, like far more often than most people. This needs to stop--I feel like I'm bipolar or something. I think I'm gaining weight--seeing as I eat when I'm upset. That upsets me more. I think my friendships are stretching, new ones coming and old ones going. I feel like sometimes, I am a horrible friend, but then, they blow me away with how disregarding of my feelings they are. I find the friends I really love--Deidra and Sankey--are only getting closer to me, others like Chelsea, I feel like I'm distancing from. It kind of sucks, pretty much because I'm leaving everyone in a few months. Either way I go, though, I'll have Deidra or Sankey...the other can visit. I'm tired of this now. I'm ending it.