I don't mind the weather..
I've got scarves and caps and sweaters..
There is peace in my soul despite the fact that there is chaos around me
Perhaps it is the calm in the storm, or maybe it's something bigger.
I truly feel completely at ease, at rest, refreshed, revived, alive.
Stress?
I do not know the word.
My heart is for God and for Him alone.
My joy, too, while it transcends all boundaries, is only as limitless as He allows it to be.
And despite that there has never been a more crowded, hectic time than now, there is nothing holding me back.
Nothing.
Jesus has set me free and while I am indebted to Him forever, I know He believes each moment of pain was worth it.
He saved me?
Yes, He saved ME
There is nothing greater.
Truthfully, I am in love. I am both in love with Jesus, and my amazing boy.
Ultimately though, I am in love with Jesus.
What he says or thinks or feels or wants from me will always fall short of what He does.
In terms of that though, I will always strive to be Jesus to him. Patient, understanding, kind, full of love and no negative words, compassionate, forgiving and in summary, full of the grace Jesus showed.
I know I haven't been so good before.
I know I've been nowhere near that.
I want to be a complete reflection of Him
in EVERYTHING.
every second. every moment. every day.
for the rest of our lifetime.
[eternity]
i will be graceful graceful graceful graceful graceful graceful
[full of grace]
Do you understand what that means?
GRACE-FUL
I will strive and one day I will just be.
it is what I was made for.
And as for the weather, who needs scarves and caps and sweaters when I have my Jesus? Back to basics. He is all I need because He is anything I need Him to be.
Saviour. Redeemer. Love. King. Faith. Hope. Faith. Strength. Comfort. Joy. Dad. Restoration. Freedom Fighter. My Anything. My Everything. My All.
Forever.
whats not to love?