i've been waiting day and night...
oh lord oh lord oh lord
living in the midst of revelation is so utterly fantastic.
and god is just so so incredible that i feel as though im going to explode.
so friday night chrishan talked about moments before the dawn
how when you're in the middle of the night you don't know when dawn is going to come
and how the most important thing is just to never give up
[based on genesis 32, jacob wrestling with god]
regardless, it hit the spot exactly because i feel like thats where i've been
for ever
and ever
but tonight
oh boy
tonight
i'm so free right now that i can't even begin to describe.
somethings broken inside me
and things are changing so incredibly much that i'd hardly say im the same as a week ago.
gollee.
I LOVE JESUS!
I love how amazing life is with him
I love the amazing people he's put in my life
I love how incredible every opportunity and every heart dream has been lately
I love that no matter what he will always be there
I love that he gets me out of trouble
I love that he puts me in it to teach me things
I love that no matter matter what i know he will always love me
I love everything about having him here and nothing about not having him here
I love that just when i was on the verge of not wanting to go further he strengthens me to keep going.
I honestly honestly love him so much
And if you don't, well, you're missing out!