Crazy Car. To lead me nowhere. Actually, its made for that.
Well.
Im in my sweats.
Which I NEVER am.
I am broken out.
My hair looks like crap.
I am pretty sure I smell.
And he still tells me I am beautiful.
"Babe, come here. I just wanna look at you.Those pretty brown eyes, ma. They kill me."
How could he be any sweeter?
Ugh.
What I am going to do with him?
Doesnt he know when to give up??
It hard.
Because I miss just lying with him.
I miss just holding him.
Which sounds UBERgay.
But.
I dont effing care.
Why is being with him so tempting?
The sad part is...
Hes not even my boyfriend.
He was.
But then I left him for Brendon.
That was a mistake in itself.
He is so sweet.
And lovable.
When he calles me "Babe" it doesnt sound awkward like it does when Brendon say it.
It sound cute.
^____^
Then why am I so reluctant to go back to him?
Do I still have feelings for that 14 year old kid?
Hopefully not.
But he is amazing too.
Not that anyone else can see that...
idk.
I think I am pretty much done for now.
: \
Hes so cute.
Im in my sweats.
Which I NEVER am.
I am broken out.
My hair looks like crap.
I am pretty sure I smell.
And he still tells me I am beautiful.
"Babe, come here. I just wanna look at you.Those pretty brown eyes, ma. They kill me."
How could he be any sweeter?
Ugh.
What I am going to do with him?
Doesnt he know when to give up??
It hard.
Because I miss just lying with him.
I miss just holding him.
Which sounds UBERgay.
But.
I dont effing care.
Why is being with him so tempting?
The sad part is...
Hes not even my boyfriend.
He was.
But then I left him for Brendon.
That was a mistake in itself.
He is so sweet.
And lovable.
When he calles me "Babe" it doesnt sound awkward like it does when Brendon say it.
It sound cute.
^____^
Then why am I so reluctant to go back to him?
Do I still have feelings for that 14 year old kid?
Hopefully not.
But he is amazing too.
Not that anyone else can see that...
idk.
I think I am pretty much done for now.
: \
Hes so cute.