I Tear My Heart Open Just To Feel...

Jun 09, 2005 14:11

FIRSTS
First best friend: Cierra Martin
First kiss on the lips: Danny
First real kiss: Shane... omg, it was AMAZING!!!
First break-up: Hmm...Idk. I remember being the one dumping the boys and then they didnt want to go out with me b/c I always broke up too fast. lol. that's so bad.
First screen name: Karbear4682
First self purchased album: Britney Spears
First funeral: Grandpa John... I think
First pets: 2 Dogs
First true love: Shane
First enemy: Bailey... but that was in like 3rd grade, so it's a good thing we've matured and we're ok now. She truly is a GREAT girl!
First big trip: Haha... to Cali!!! Or driving to damn Colorado Springs. lol
First music you remember hearing in your house: Idk... stuff my sisters listened too or oldies. lol

LASTS
Last car ride: Just a lil bit ago with my mom and nephew
Last kiss: Last night with my baby =)
Last good cry: Like yesterday or something
Last movie seen: The Longest Yard
Last beverage: coca cola
Last food consumed: cheese pizza from peter piper
Last crush: Um... before Shane, i guess bryan
Last phone call: Shane
Last time showered: today
Last shoes worn: my white rocket dog sandals
Last item bought: Food.lol

FASHION | STUFF
Where is your favorite place to shop? Forever 21, Fashion Q, Charolette Rousse, Wet Seal
Any tattoos or piercings? Just my ears... no tattoos, ever.

SPECIFICS
Do you do drugs? Nope.. never have, and hopefully never will
What kind of shampoo do you use? Herbel Essences
What are you most scared of? Insects ((esp ones that fly!!)), the DEEP part of the ocean, dying
What are you listening to right now? Scars by Papa Roach ((it reminds me of PROM!!!))
Where do you want to get married? Idk... either in a BEAUTIFUL HUGE Church or on the beach
How many buddies are online right now? Idk
What would you change about yourself? I want to be more outgoing

FAVORITES
Color: PINK!!!
Food: Pizza
Boys' names: Sean, Landon
Girls' names: Idk...
Subjects in school: Um...probably Math ((im crazy, i know!))
Animals: DOGS!!!
Sports: Volleyball and i like watching football
Perfume: CURIOUS
Cologne: Happy for Men

HAVE YOU EVER
Taken a bath with someone? Nope
Smoked? Nope... gross
Made yourself throw up? Nope... cant do that. lol
Skinny dipped? Yes...hahaha! fun stuff
Been in love? YES... I AM RIGHT NOW!!!
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? No... dnt think so
Pictured a crush naked? nope
Actually seen a crush naked? haha...not my crush, my bf.
Cried when someone died? of course
Lied? yes
Fallen for your best friend? nope... thankfully.
Been rejected?: yeah
Rejected someone? yeah.
Used someone? dnt think so
Done something you regret? no... i dont spend my time regretting things. its in the past, you can't change it.

CURRENT
Clothes: gray "CHS" soffes and a navy "waikiki" tank top
Music: Papa Roach
Make-up: none
Annoyance: nothing
Smell: curious
Desktop picture: a mustang. lol
DVD in player: Finding Nemo

LAST PERSON YOU
Hugged: Shane
IMed: i didnt IM anyone today
Kissed: Shane
were with: my mom and nephew
got into a fight with: um... my mom, she was a bitch yesterday

ARE YOU
Open Minded: Yeah, at least I feel I am and I try to be
Arrogant: at times
Interesting: yeah, everyone is
Moody: ha, can be.
Hardworking: Yeah
Organized: YES
Healthy: No
Attractive: dnt know.
Bored: Yes, why else would i do this?
Resposible: Yeah, most of the time, at least
Obsessed: With some things
Angry: some times... not at the moment
Sad: not at the moment
Disappointed: not at the moment
Hyper: Nope... i will be later. I can tell.lol
Trusting: Yes, I think so
Talkative: Can be... depending on mood. but usually, YES
Legal: No... a year and 3 1/2 months. lol. hell ya!!!

WHO DO YOU WANNA
Kill: no name
Slap: no name
Look Like: britney spears ((the CLEAN britney spears..lol))
Talk to online: no one right now

WHICH IS BETTER
Coke or Pepsi: Coca Cola BABY!
Flowers or Candy: Flowers
Tall or Short: Tall
Thick or Thin: Idk
Long or Short: SHORT

RANDOM
In the morning I am: grumpy and impatient
What do you notice on a person first: their smile and then eyes
Last person you danced with: at a dance, Shane. otherwise, my friends!!
Worst question to ask a crying person: anything about yourself. if they are crying, its all about them
Who makes you laugh the most: Idk really
Who makes you smile: Shane
Who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: Shane
Who do you have a crush on: no one... I LOVE Shane
Who has a crush on you: dk?? thats a dumb question

DO YOU EVER
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: no
Wait to see if i don't IM somone first if they will IM me: yeah
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: only when im on my period. lol
Wish you were younger: not really.

NUMBER
Of times i have had my heart broken: only once. long story.
Of hearts i have broken: i HIGHLY doubt any
Of girls i've kissed: NONE
Of continents i have lived in: one
Of tight friends: um...like 6 or 7 CLOSE friends, maybe more
Of cds i own: sooo many

TEN RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME

1 I liked Shane my ENTIRE freshmen year
2 My room is pink and black with white accents. lol
3 I would either like to be a lawyer or a counselor.
4 I dont care what I look like when I go out to the store and stuff.
5 I RARELY wear make up unless I KNOW i'm going out and if you see me without it, I dont care.
6 I want an Audi TT and if I can't get that, I want an Infiniti G35
7 I'm really not that shy once you get to know me
8 I CAN'T live without a brush or chapstick in my purse AND gum.
9 Im on Varsity Cheer at Cactus! yay!
10 I LOVE SHANE MARTINEZ! haha

NINE PLACES I'VE VISITED
((this is gonna be a toughy for me! lol))

1 Oceanside, California
2 Catalina Island
3 San Fransico/Oakland, California
4 Colorado Springs, Colorado
5 Denver, Colorado
6 Sedona
7 Flagstaff
8 San Diego
9 Prescott

8 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE

1 Have sex in all the places on "the list"...haha
2 Visit Hawaii, Jamaica, and the Bahamas
3 Live in my own apartment/house
4 Go to Mardi Gras
5 Go on a road trip with my friends
6 Get married and have a family
7 buy my first house with my husband
8 Move to Cali ((even if its not forever))

7 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART

1 Be genuine
2 Be romantic
3 DONT be too aggressive
4 Call me just to say hi and stop by unexpectedly
5 Be honest with me
6 Don't fight over me with another guy
7 Let me know how you feel

6 THINGS I BELIEVE IN

1 God
2 TRUE LOVE
3 Fate/Destiny
4 Satan/Hell
5 Heaven
6 Angels

5 THINGS I ADMIT TO

1 I can get jealous very easily.
2 I probably would NEVER fight, but there is ONE girl at my school who I would NOT be afraid of fighting and if the oppurtunity came up, I'd probably do it
3 I really like to read
4 If I dont like someone, chances are I won't be nice to them. I hate when people say they "hate" someone, yet are really nice when they are around. that's so hyprocritical.
5 There is only one person in my entire life that I can honestly say i REALLY, REALLY dislike

4 TYPES OF MUSIC I LOVE

1 COUNTRY
2 R & B
3 Rap
4 Punk

3 PEOPLE I'M CONSTANTLY AROUND

1 SHANE
2 Stover
3 and lately, Kylie

2 OF MY MOST PRIZED POSSESSIONS

1 me
2 my freedom

1 THING EVERYONE NEEDS TO KNOW
LIFE GOES ON
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