Tuesday ~ 13 March: "Fear"
To imagine that all my future could fall away in such a quick, simple procedure is truly terrifyiing.
My whole life has ridden on this one almost miniscule aspect, and that I've come to rely on it to get me through the day, through my life, to have it all get cut away scares me.
Anyway, on the topic of relationships, I have my eye on all the wrong people now. I just want that one that I can just hold, and they can hold me in return. Just to feel the warmth, the sincerity, the love...
Maybe I'm just asking for too much...
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My whole life has ridden on this one almost miniscule aspect, and that I've come to rely on it to get me through the day, through my life, to have it all get cut away scares me.
Anyway, on the topic of relationships, I have my eye on all the wrong people now. I just want that one that I can just hold, and they can hold me in return. Just to feel the warmth, the sincerity, the love...
Maybe I'm just asking for too much...
§@M