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Saying I'm tired is easier than explaining that really I'm exhausted and unhapppy for no reason. I'm lonely with no good reason to be and don't know what to do about it because it mostly just feels like I'm whining with no real purpose and I feel I would be judged as such if I explained this to anyone. Nor do I have any idea who I would tell this to.
The sad thing is feeling like this makes me feel more like being a hermit, rather than you know going out and actually interacting with people. Maybe I'm just meant to be self-contained or maybe I just don't have the confidence I'd like. Mostly I don't have the words sohiding behind a happy face or just being "tired" is the easiest thing.
The sad thing is feeling like this makes me feel more like being a hermit, rather than you know going out and actually interacting with people. Maybe I'm just meant to be self-contained or maybe I just don't have the confidence I'd like. Mostly I don't have the words sohiding behind a happy face or just being "tired" is the easiest thing.