do you have the time, to listen to me whine?
venting, ready, go... i wanted to wake up really early to get some stat done, so my alarm goes off early, i fall back asleep and wake up later than usual. hahaa i had to speed on my way to school only to get cut off by snowbird assholes. for the love of god, the view is just as good from the slow lane, geesh! 1st period stat was okay, the quizzes came back better than i thought, still i made some silly ass mistakes. whatever. 2nd period research, IM FUCKING SCREWED. it seems like when i got to look for help its not there, the scotts are so absorbed with the good project leaving me to stress out with mine. ive tried for weeks to get in contact with FIT engineers but nooo... not to mention the engineering titles are suggested to be black and white, oh yea, i was told this after i was done putting the reds on the blacks. so abstracts are due tomorrow, i havent even started fucking testing, and im out in the woods with what to do. 8 more days till we mount the frickin things. i really dont care anymore, its worried me too much, i admit a BIG part of this stress is my fault for procrastinating, however i need help. ah bother next period english was okay except for that stupid red wheel barrow poem, see i usually dont get frustrated with poetry unless the day has been bad. this poem has 16 words... enough said (i do understand the fact we arent going to do anything with that poem but gosh!) 4th period was okay, i bounced back with some nice otis spunkmeyer cookies, however on our way to lunch i was walking next to sally i saw this empty bottle of orange soda with the cap on it, I, like an idiot, kicked the bottle, it rolled and bounced all the way towards this relatively attractive girl wearing white pants, the cap flies off and i guess there was still some orange soda in the bottle, it hit her and the leg and got soda all over... AAAGGGHH!!!she looked crushed, i felt like an idiot, everyone is laughing at me, i didnt find it funny at all and then... ugh enough of that. 5th was 5th and 6th i was so over it, track was track then there was the nursing hom... *cough* work. please, why dont snowbirds stay in thier respective states? i wanted a steady easy.... WAIT FLASHBACK BACK TO THE SCHOOLDAY. Somebody somehow managed to steal 40 dollars from me. wooohooo!!! you know 40 dollars i can make at work in no time, but its still a good chunk of money, i worked hard for that shit. FUCK!! ERGH!! i was supposed to get my oil changed, o yeah and my foglight doesnt work, but oh well!!! back to work, i get there tired from track practice and the long school day, not focused i dropped the monkey dishes and broke 4 of them. and my manager needs someone to yell at so why not me? oh my god i hate it when people yell at me, seriously ill get the point better if someone talks to me, yelling provokes anger which generally snowballs from there. it was a busy day, my dishwasher was bieng an asshole, we ran out of beverages 5 times, it was 5 times i had to go into storage and lift those heavy ass drinks in, oh and it died early, snowbirds were stingy with their money and wouldnt leave tips so i went home with about 21. not too good. then i was mopping and the bucket tipped and spilt water everywhere. oh yea, that delated me a good 15 minutes. and now im here venting, when i should be working on science research, but dont want to, oh and i also need to study for the stat test. oh yea, i also got rejected on a date offer : ) what a lovely fucking day (please, i dont expect you to read all of it and i apologize for the cussing, but i do feel much better now)