Nov 29, 2004 23:34
Still out there
In the silence,
I hear breaking;
In the stillness,
I feel shaking.
Cut off my feelings,
Shackle my heart,
Say it's no ending,
Pretend it's a start,
Look for some light,
Some hope in the air.
Pretend I'm not hurting,
Pretend I don't care.
Feign it's still out there,
It waits to be found.
Else enter the darkness,
Where spirits be drowned.
this is starting to bother me, i think i need to seek some help, i feel there is something wrong with me, yet i cant describe it. i just dont feel so hot, im constantly getting sick, i always feel lonely even when i'm with someone, my eating habits are all messed up, my weight patterns fluctuate every week, i cant concentrate at all with my school work, i have a severe lack of motivation, i feel overwhelmed, i get headaches, i get drowsy, i sleep too much, i sleep to little, ive been really closed and short to everyone. i dont know, something is just not right. i can feel it...