So this is it...
My first night in Helios.
It was established that running around in my unnapants is OK. I like this.
There was an awkward/hard house meeting, where we revoked the membership of one of the housemates. It was sad and I felt bad, but apparently he's a douche. There's good in him though; I saw it in his face, and it made me feel just awful.
I went out to eat with Bean after the meeting. It was teh goodness. Fajitas. Can't go wrong. She got me refocused on my diet, and that was helpful. Today was my first day without any cheating. I even ordered a venti sugar free vanilla soy latte (say that five times fast) when I was at $bux. Sweet! I gotta make up for all that nut butter I ate yesterday. It's amazing how you just start stickin' yer finger in the tub-o-nutbutter and get so easily carried away...
Lessee... tomorrow I would like to get up around ten or so, and either go to work early and then take a break to start prepping the squirrel cage, or prep the squirrel cage and go to work later. I need to start working more hours; while I'm good on money for the time being, I have debt to pay off and I sure would like to build upon my savings. It's totally depleted after NY.
I'll probably try to head to the studio earlyish, as well. I missed the recording session today; too tired. I need my weekends.
I feel so much better right now than I did earlier today. Today was crap. Things are looking up though. My schedule is really starting to annoy me though. I'm finding that while I can still fulfill some social obligations if they're late enough, my day is essentially over after 8pm as far as getting anything productive done. I may want to sleep and then get back at it. I don't want to start staying up until 4am on a regular basis again.
Also!
Today was my first day without a splitting headache. It'll come and go but it's much milder than it was. Huzzah!
I just may hack it after all. It's not easy, but I'm giving it my best shot.
Yay.
It was established that running around in my unnapants is OK. I like this.
There was an awkward/hard house meeting, where we revoked the membership of one of the housemates. It was sad and I felt bad, but apparently he's a douche. There's good in him though; I saw it in his face, and it made me feel just awful.
I went out to eat with Bean after the meeting. It was teh goodness. Fajitas. Can't go wrong. She got me refocused on my diet, and that was helpful. Today was my first day without any cheating. I even ordered a venti sugar free vanilla soy latte (say that five times fast) when I was at $bux. Sweet! I gotta make up for all that nut butter I ate yesterday. It's amazing how you just start stickin' yer finger in the tub-o-nutbutter and get so easily carried away...
Lessee... tomorrow I would like to get up around ten or so, and either go to work early and then take a break to start prepping the squirrel cage, or prep the squirrel cage and go to work later. I need to start working more hours; while I'm good on money for the time being, I have debt to pay off and I sure would like to build upon my savings. It's totally depleted after NY.
I'll probably try to head to the studio earlyish, as well. I missed the recording session today; too tired. I need my weekends.
I feel so much better right now than I did earlier today. Today was crap. Things are looking up though. My schedule is really starting to annoy me though. I'm finding that while I can still fulfill some social obligations if they're late enough, my day is essentially over after 8pm as far as getting anything productive done. I may want to sleep and then get back at it. I don't want to start staying up until 4am on a regular basis again.
Also!
Today was my first day without a splitting headache. It'll come and go but it's much milder than it was. Huzzah!
I just may hack it after all. It's not easy, but I'm giving it my best shot.
Yay.