Jan 02, 2006 23:36
Tomorrow, my day will go as such:
Wake up at 10am. A respectable hour.
-brush teeth, brush hair
-put on clothing of excellence. Jumpsuit and trench coat most likely involved with current weather.
-Go to the Met. Oooh and Aaah and take pictures of everything.
-see if there's a beauty supply on the way.
-If no beauty supply there, then go to the Rite Aid down the street, and purchase hairdye.
-Come back, fry the fuck out of said hair.
I thought to myself, "Tattoo, piercing, or change of hair color?" The later wins out every time. Cheaper and less permenant. Stinkier, yes. Do I care? not really.
Jamie managed to get me out of my funk tonight, just by being in a funk with me and such. She also brought me back to concentrating on my new job. She's so right; there's going to be so many people in my field who're awesome and are just as clueless yet passionate about it as I am. I love that girl so much that I think I may just marry her. :)
Today I went to the American Museum of Natural History. It was really excellent, and I didn't realize the museum itself is free (of course I spent $16 on an hour long Imax movie, of which they didn't even ask for my ticket). I know the Met is NOT free, but suggested donation. This is a good thing. I intend to spend all day there before getting my hairdye and making myself rock the fuck out.
I have a new spike of hope that has just rushed through me. I will make it to all these wonderful places, I will do all of these wonderful things, just you guys watch! 2006 may not be full of the mind-bending change that 2005 had, but it will be just as good, if not better. I will be learning, and growing as a person. I will learn to contribute more than I have in the past. I will learn to be self sufficient doing something I love and crave. I will learn, grow, change, and become a more solid person.
haHA, the fire was put in my belly, you can't fucking stop me now!
You see, this is why I decided to go traveling to one place for two weeks. If I don't, then I'll NEVER get anything done! I have to go the Alex pace... nice... relaxed... and sllloooowww... (until I find something that really puts a fire in my belly and I can't go fast enough!)
Anyways. I'm going to force myself to sleep as I dream of various delights.
YES! The barrier has been broken. It IS going to be okay!!
newyork,
the future