Aug 29, 2005 17:04
I all of a sudden got struck with the urge to play drums again.
AND I HAVE NO DRUMS.
Not that I could do anything with them even if I did have drums; I couldn't move them into Arrakis and it'd be pointless to have them at my mother's house.
But holy shit. I haven't been struck with the urge to BEAT SHIT UP like this in years. Tear into them. I miss tearing into the skins. I miss it! I've never missed it!! I had actual skill! Whaaa??
What am I going to do???? Go out and buy another drum set? No. I'm sure this urge will pass and I'll go back to being a musical hermit.
But but but...
I really want to play again.
I go through these phases sometimes, where I want to get on stage more than anything. I miss rocking out on stage. Holy FUCK I miss it. This is the strongest wave of wanting to get back to playing music that I've had in a very, VERY long time. Perhaps the strongest since I quit. When I quit, I didn't intend to stay quitted, I meant to just go on "hiatus" until September of that year...
Well, September is coming up, I mean, so what if I'm two years late?
UUNNGGGHHH me want music.
What am I going to do?!?!?!?!
Shit! Shit! SHIT!
music,
holyfuck