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[totalexaltion]

i wish i was happy
i wish that i never met you
i wish that i cared
i wish i had someone who wanted to love me
as much as i want someone to love
i wish i had something to look forward to in the morning
i wish i had something to wish for.

im grounded. till the end of time.
i had to give my mom MY car keys and MY atm card.
i have to go to court tomorrow which will only make things worse at home
cause i know im not gunna get of defered judification.
damn it.

i hate this fucking world.

i wish i never met you . that night.
i wish i never cared about you.
i wish you never hurt me.
i wish you fucking gave at least 2 shits about how i feel
i wish you could see me at night ..
when im sitting there crying myself to sleep
i wish i never thought of you.
i wish you werent in my dreams.
cause that little bit of hope that i have.
can make you part of my world.
it was a mistake.
i just wish my fucking heart didnt break.