Jul 21, 2005 12:50
Alrite well I def. felt like crap this morning when I woke up and my dad still hadnt called me. I mean either him or my stepmom was supposed to call me to give me directions to our house down at Anna Maria, but did they...no. So I didnt drive down there today. I just feel like they totally forgot about me, which isnt anything new. I expect this out of my dad, but my stepmom usually isnt like this. ANYWAYS, I guess taht means I can go out tonight, which I doubt I do. Then to make things worse, after I was already in a pissy mood I get online, and the one guy I really am starting to like has his away message up saying this...all nice and wet in the shower......yall got dirty mind thinking of me when im takin a shower lol j/k love yall......got sumone special on my mind
:-D so ya that SUCKS I mean I guess I knew from the beg. that he didnt like me back, but it just sucks. Thats why I said Im just gonna sit back and wait bc getting my hopes up and falling for a guy only leads me to gettting hurt. So ya I guess Il jsut gonna hang around here until I go to bed tonight, Im jsut in a bad mood and dont feel like going to Kaitys now. My mom wants me to go to my grandparents house but that doesnt seem like too much fun either. I mean everytime I go over there my grandma talks to me like Im a piece of shit. But she loves my sister and is sooo sweet to her so Im jsut like w/e I dont like going over there anymore. But I feel bad bc you never know what could happen to them and Im being dumb and imature and not talking to them. ya ok anyways bye