does it really mater??

[totalanarchy__]

well today started off good but ended in dissapointment. i told a certain someone how i felt about them, i completely spilled my guts. it wasnt really worth it more of just a waste of time what was i thinking????
someone like me hahahah that makes me laugh
such is life though

maybee somewhere....someday.........there will be someone for me

untill then.....

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

My heart is broken,
You left it lying in pieces on the floor,
I told you that i liked you,
You said nothing more.

I feel like breaking down,
Fall onto my knees and crawl,
Crawl blindly until i can crawl no more,
Then i will get up and rise above,
From there ill find my one true love.

I am beside myself sitting, staring,
I've been so stupid; i've been so blind,
I haven't realized what's been in front of me the whole time,
I know now what i have to do,
So I'll do it,
Do it and pull through,
Make it through and thrive,
Thrive, knowing that im alive,
Move on,Move on and forget,
Live on to fight another day......
And i'll just keep walking...... and i'll never look back the other way.

(for all of you who think i copy and past my poems your dead wrong)