First Entry

[total_science]

Well not going to say much, just checking this out. Work tomorrow is going to suck, it means another day full of anxiety attacks and of feeling like ghost lost in some alien world. I need some powerful drugs and I hope I get them soon.

- total science

Comments

Not quite alone in the dark.

[anonymous]

Hey I know exactly what you mean. I get de-realization everyday. Usually at work. I've just recently discovered that it existed. I always just assumed that I was either crazy or that it happened to everyone but no one talked about it. But yeah, it can be freakin horrific. I work at a Starbucks and I have to talk to people no matter what happens in my head. And I get alot of bitchy people which makes me anxious which makes me go into de-realization land. Fucked up circle. Anyway I just thought I would let you know. We live in the same nightmare. For me it has it's ups and downs, sometimes I feel as though I've found a way to control it and then Whamo! guess not. Excessive caffeine can bring on a DR state too I've learned. Anyway, if you ever feel like it, send me a message.
Unless the monsters get you first.
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