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so for those of you who know what im talking about its good, because it will save for later explanations. well to make a long story short, i think that karl wants to break up with me. he was so sad around me today, and i asked him if everything was ok. he told me yes, but his eyes told me no, and so now i dont know what to think. he told me not to worry about it, but come on. i love him more than anything else in the world, and he wants me to not worry about him? how could i not? i worry about him all the time, and i would hate for something awful to befall him, but i fear that and awful thing is about to befall me. i need to get out of here for a while. i need to just lie down, and relax, but i cant. because im concerned. worried. afraid. im probably worried over nothing. i bet that he was just having a poor day, and thats all, but i just keep thinking that something else is troubling him. i just dont know what it is. i wish that i did though. that would make everything so much easier. its really upsetting. like i feel like i shouldnt be, but i am.
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well anyway, so i got to use the studio today, and that was good, cept that mr melling tore the whole damn place apart, and i had to put it back together. it was ok though, because now im almost done with my roll, so that means ill be able to develope soon. hooray for that.
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k, well im going to go swimming at paiges house. ill talk to her about this, maybe she can help.