Oct 29, 2003 15:48
There is nothing i hate more than seeing someone on the same downward spiral as me, only a lot further up. I have befriended a girl of 17 who's drinking almost puts me to shame, and who's low self esteem and confidence echo mine. Difference being she is very attractive and gets propositioned several times a night in the different pubs we have drank in. All the fucking wankers and weirdos, the cunts and the arseholes, all pick up on her straight away and atempt to abuse her as a base sperm receptical. This REALLY pisses me off. I try to look out for her, i really do, but she will crash and burn if she doesnt wake up to reality soon. One day i wont be there to tell the bastards to leave her alone, and she will end up raped and alone in an ally somewhere. I hate it.
The frustrating thing? She still has a heart of gold that hasnt yet been completely tarnished. I wish i could go back to her age with what i know now.
How do you find the words to convey such feelings to one so young and susceptable? She needs a hundred of me to to be around 24/7
Lonliness sucks.