Weakling

Apr 08, 2007 21:14

I feel like a weakling. I just find it so hard to resist food. When I do resist food, it's all that I think about. I can't seem to control my cravings. If I crave more food, I force myself to sit it out and wait for the temptation to go away. It gets weaker, true, but while that's happening my brain is flying all over the place. Oh, it says. I can eat that Milky Way Bar that's been gathering dust for months now. Or I could just eat a small slice of bread. Or I could drink a glass of chocolate milk. Then UGGGH finally I get my brain to shut up. But when food appears BAM it goes straight into my mouth before I even know it.

But even with my very, very weak sense of resistance I have to applaud myself for the day. I ate, true. But not much. Probably 500 cals? If I keep this up I might find a reason to be proud of myself.
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