Jan 23, 2004 15:55
booored out of my mind!!!! i dont really feel like playing halo or any of that stuff tonight, cause thats what we always do, so im really in the mood for it. but w/e its all good. the band has been going good, weve got some good new songs, two to be exact though. were gonna try to get at least two more done b4 that but either way its been real good lately. i wrote some lyrics for blue rose, we had some lyrics b4, but i felt they were so exact to the beat it didnt sound good, or even feel right. i might not be the best singer, but i want to try and improve my voice, and try hard enough so we dont have to say "we really dont have a singer". i dont think im going to stl with aj and morgen next week. which makes me a little depressed. but its all good i guess! ive been really lonely lately. not so much alone from any one to talk to, but alone as in physically. no one to kiss at random when i feel like it. it makes me really depressed sometimes knowing i wont have anyone like that for a while.........
"I would hide with you......"