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hello everyone!
It's been a while since i've updated, but this random rumor I heard was postworthy! I haven't thought about posting for a while, but this made me think of it!
So I finally found someone to chase other than matt!!!
well, i did st. pat's day...lol. he is someone who i liked a bit last semester, but never really saw him out so i didn't think anything of it. he's a definite scheuler boy. let's look at the stats...
about 6'3, and built like a linebacker
oh wait, that's b/c he is!
super sweet and nice, funny (a mix of dana, carter, and travis humorwise like i told jamie), and A BIT COUNTRY!
he's from a small town, and was a new person around PT who actually liked talking to him! They talked about guns and whatever (actually a bunch of whatever), and he commented that it's b/c they're both rednecks! lol he wasn't scared off by PT, that's strange for most new people! But boys get a plus if they can put up with PT's bullshit. For most of us it takes time and talent. lol Plus he even went and applied for a job at the Palms the next day. And Mel dug up some info for me and told me that day what she found out. lol...it was pretty funny at the time a few weeks ago. plus there's more great things about him that i can't think of
Anyway, i thought i'd build yall with that last info. I did find someone to chase other than matt! whoo!
HOWEVER.................
So PT tells me monday night matt called him last weekend, but he couldn't answer and matt didn't leave a msg. PT said Matt usually only calls when he's coming back to the 'ville somewhat soon. Plus Erin said he always comes back sometime in April for a certain occurance which I don't want to get into on here.
So I was happy knowing that I HOPEFULLY (well 100% sure if past encounters are any measure, but I never want to use that) will be getting laid by not the best sex ever (damn close) but what i like to call the "best sex with the least amount of encounters" somewhat soon. Whenever taht is bc i have no clue when he will actually be back. Yay for me. But I still am thinking i can chase mr. managerial communications (the aforementioned) even if it's just in my head. Hell that's all a girl needs really, a chase in the head. I know Mr. MC and i will probably never hook up, b/c he is someone who i can see if i got to know him we would be very good friends and it wouldn't work out. that's the vibe i get.
ANYWAY............
So Angie tells me tonight how she went and saw beacom (her prettymuch boyfriend, a friend of mine, but a best friend of matt's-they graduated together) in colorado over spring break, and she said....
Matt and certain another one of his friends are moving back to maryville from austin!
GRRRRRRRRR!!!!! I finally get over this boy, and then i hear that. angie doesn't know if it's for sure, or even if she heard it right, but with the details she had it could quite possibly be.
I was over matt! i said all i wanted from the next encounter was to turn it from fuck buddies to friends with benefits! I could probably call him a friend, but with the small but significant amount of time we've spent together I can't 100% put a friend label on him. 90% sure. but 100%......well...I just wanted to comepletely nail down, "hey we're freinds, we can call eachother with random bs anythime, call eachother when we are in the other's respective towns, hang out, and not feel the least bit strange about it." That's all i wanted. Actually, still all i do want right now. but then i hear this stuff from angie with beer in my system, and the "what if's" i had laid to rest started swirling back again. GRRRRRRR! Dammit!
I believe everything happens for a reason. I don't know what will happen. All I want if Matt DOES move back is to know how the "what if's" in my head pan out. I could hang out with him a week and hate him. Or the oppisite could happen. Or somewhere in between. Who knows. It just pisses me off b/c I finally came to grips with everyting after he left the last time (hey, you're in maryville im in austin, etc, we don't know each other all that well, etc you're someone who i hump while in town etc etc) and then this has to happen. Hopefully Angie heard wrong b/c i want to maintain my sanity. However, if what she says is true i may turn into a crazy girl again. As T-hole knows, when scheuler is """""in love"""""" (I needed more quotes than that) she gets crazy, cries, and doesn't think rationally.
Oh well it's time to pass out now!
I'll see ya'll this weekend! i don't work sat. but i do work 7-4 sun so i'll get to see everyone from out of town who made the SK trip. I will actually be going to the Sat. SK event!!! whoo! I had a little "encouragement" to attened more events in this last month before alumni status, so you'll be seeing more of me! even if it's just for a few min before i have to peace out for class and etc.
So im really passing out now! and i'll fill in the major gaps of my last month later...briefly...lol if i can do that!
It's been a while since i've updated, but this random rumor I heard was postworthy! I haven't thought about posting for a while, but this made me think of it!
So I finally found someone to chase other than matt!!!
well, i did st. pat's day...lol. he is someone who i liked a bit last semester, but never really saw him out so i didn't think anything of it. he's a definite scheuler boy. let's look at the stats...
about 6'3, and built like a linebacker
oh wait, that's b/c he is!
super sweet and nice, funny (a mix of dana, carter, and travis humorwise like i told jamie), and A BIT COUNTRY!
he's from a small town, and was a new person around PT who actually liked talking to him! They talked about guns and whatever (actually a bunch of whatever), and he commented that it's b/c they're both rednecks! lol he wasn't scared off by PT, that's strange for most new people! But boys get a plus if they can put up with PT's bullshit. For most of us it takes time and talent. lol Plus he even went and applied for a job at the Palms the next day. And Mel dug up some info for me and told me that day what she found out. lol...it was pretty funny at the time a few weeks ago. plus there's more great things about him that i can't think of
Anyway, i thought i'd build yall with that last info. I did find someone to chase other than matt! whoo!
HOWEVER.................
So PT tells me monday night matt called him last weekend, but he couldn't answer and matt didn't leave a msg. PT said Matt usually only calls when he's coming back to the 'ville somewhat soon. Plus Erin said he always comes back sometime in April for a certain occurance which I don't want to get into on here.
So I was happy knowing that I HOPEFULLY (well 100% sure if past encounters are any measure, but I never want to use that) will be getting laid by not the best sex ever (damn close) but what i like to call the "best sex with the least amount of encounters" somewhat soon. Whenever taht is bc i have no clue when he will actually be back. Yay for me. But I still am thinking i can chase mr. managerial communications (the aforementioned) even if it's just in my head. Hell that's all a girl needs really, a chase in the head. I know Mr. MC and i will probably never hook up, b/c he is someone who i can see if i got to know him we would be very good friends and it wouldn't work out. that's the vibe i get.
ANYWAY............
So Angie tells me tonight how she went and saw beacom (her prettymuch boyfriend, a friend of mine, but a best friend of matt's-they graduated together) in colorado over spring break, and she said....
Matt and certain another one of his friends are moving back to maryville from austin!
GRRRRRRRRR!!!!! I finally get over this boy, and then i hear that. angie doesn't know if it's for sure, or even if she heard it right, but with the details she had it could quite possibly be.
I was over matt! i said all i wanted from the next encounter was to turn it from fuck buddies to friends with benefits! I could probably call him a friend, but with the small but significant amount of time we've spent together I can't 100% put a friend label on him. 90% sure. but 100%......well...I just wanted to comepletely nail down, "hey we're freinds, we can call eachother with random bs anythime, call eachother when we are in the other's respective towns, hang out, and not feel the least bit strange about it." That's all i wanted. Actually, still all i do want right now. but then i hear this stuff from angie with beer in my system, and the "what if's" i had laid to rest started swirling back again. GRRRRRRR! Dammit!
I believe everything happens for a reason. I don't know what will happen. All I want if Matt DOES move back is to know how the "what if's" in my head pan out. I could hang out with him a week and hate him. Or the oppisite could happen. Or somewhere in between. Who knows. It just pisses me off b/c I finally came to grips with everyting after he left the last time (hey, you're in maryville im in austin, etc, we don't know each other all that well, etc you're someone who i hump while in town etc etc) and then this has to happen. Hopefully Angie heard wrong b/c i want to maintain my sanity. However, if what she says is true i may turn into a crazy girl again. As T-hole knows, when scheuler is """""in love"""""" (I needed more quotes than that) she gets crazy, cries, and doesn't think rationally.
Oh well it's time to pass out now!
I'll see ya'll this weekend! i don't work sat. but i do work 7-4 sun so i'll get to see everyone from out of town who made the SK trip. I will actually be going to the Sat. SK event!!! whoo! I had a little "encouragement" to attened more events in this last month before alumni status, so you'll be seeing more of me! even if it's just for a few min before i have to peace out for class and etc.
So im really passing out now! and i'll fill in the major gaps of my last month later...briefly...lol if i can do that!