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And that's the thing, isn't it? I could tell you everything, the absolute truth, and it wouldn't matter, because you wouldn't believe me anyway.
Yes, I was being light-hearted about the threesome. You know why? Because it's truthfully something I'd be too embarrassed and uncomfortable to ask for. Because, and this is also absolutely true, I'd want it with you. And that makes it uncomfortable because it would be sex with the man I've loved for a month who wants me as well, and the man who I've loved for years but who I can never have, because he doesn't even look at me twice.
And yes, in case you've missed that part, I love you. Always have.
Bloody, bloody hell.