I don't know what to say. There are too much things in my head which are conflicting. Idon't know what to do now... I have to make my future, it is a quest for my mind peace, I have many choice... but too much, I'm scarried about making an other error. Nobody is able to help me it's sure.
I'm notfull of hatred, I'm not sad ever,but I'm really, really anxious... I need something, something that I can't say.
As E.K said, I search for my heaven.