Nov 23, 2004 12:25
bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored im so F'ing bored its not even funny! ...sitting it art class right now and i have an "F" cause i never finnish any of my drawings and they never get graded so i never get points for it. GAYNESS!! oh well. im really tired and really bored and i want to go home but i cant cause i have to make up time. that means im here for another 2 and a half hours! thats a long time.... i think ill just sleep through the whole thing. thats what i should do..
get my car this week maybe... of corse thats what i was saying last week so who knows. what i do know is that the music in the art room is killing me! its like nonstop organs! ...like "Doors" progression music, minus "good ol'Jimmy". and damn its a long song. it was like two minets in when i started writing this and its still going strong. OOOOh well. i just havent been in a good mood lately so i dont think its just the music. everything its is bothering me. i think im starting to get on my nerves. i need a vacation, a long vacation, from everything and everyone. a vacation from this place, these people, and these things all around me. just get in a whole new environment, only for a wile, so i cant catch my breath, relax, just stop thinking about all the things that have been rapping my mind for the last who knows how long. i just feel really weighed down, like i have a mountain on each shoulder. ive been longing for that feeling of release were the strain is gone and it feels like your floating. i just wish this funk that im in right now, whatever it is, would just go away. oh well... i need to get back to class