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[toseeyounaked]

lives a bitch sometimes. if the whole karma thing is real i sould be winning the lottery sometime soon. i dont understand how i can go out of my way for people just to have them turn around and shit on me. i have never understood that one. maybe im too nice. maybe i sould be an asshole like everyone else. then at least id blend in. i dont like being an asshole though but i do think ive been too nice. ive let myself be a pushover and people have seen that so they think its ok to walk all over me. its not gonna happen again. before i always had respect for everyone no matter what untill the proved they dont deserve it, but now its gonna be the other way around. ill find out who my true friends are. people are gonna have to start earning respect from me if they dont like that. then i dont want to associate my self with them anyway. i dont like being an asshole but i think theres no room in this world for nice people anymore. i dont think i want to become a complete dick, ill still be nice to people i just wont give them the time of day if they dont deserve it. i hate the fact that people cant just be cool with each other. everyones gotta stab someone in the back just because they can. i dont think hardly anyone knows what true friendship is now days. all anyone knows is drama and deceit. and to who ever is reading this.i garantee that 99% of your friends all talk shit about you in one way or another. and if your saying "no not my friends", then your just as naive as i was. and another thing, anyone who is reading this that does say shit behide friends backs, even in the most unsuddle way, if you wouldent say it to their faces dont say it at all. if i think one of my friends are being gay or something ill tell them whats up. no need to talk shit. im not perfect but if anyones got anything to say about me i really want to be the first one to hear it.

thats all i have to say right now