Merry Christmas?
So I got everything I wanted...cool...all of the suddon I just got so depressed. My cousins came over and I grew up with them, I used to get along with them and chat up a storm. Now we don't even talk. They came over and just sat there and I said hello and that was basically it. I just don't understand how you can be so close with someone, grow up with them, and not beable to strike up a conversation. It's not like there is some huge age difference, one of them is 2 years older then me, and one is 3 years younger. I mean I am buds with some kids that are 15, and some buds that are 18. I don't know. Plus I miss Taylor...I don't think I will be seeing her this break. My dad is ALWAYS gone and I miss him horribly. I never get the chance to talk to him about anything. When he calls or when I call him he is like hi I can't talk love you bye. I swear I don't remember the last time he was home on Christmas. In fact I don't even remember spending a whole entire day with him. Blah blah Sorry for bitching, plus I miss him...ew...k BYE