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aye. it has been a while.
things are good. work is the same. stupidity abounds. but who wants to talk about that.
chuckles and i spent a week in the mother country right next to old man river with brad...that rocked. grandparents are well. part of me wants to see if i can telecommute more and work from there so i can spend more time with them. when we were there, bobbie (one of my grandparents' caregivers) made a comment about us moving back and grandma said "yes please". it made me want to cry... as i cry everytime i say goodbye to her. i am always scared that when I say goodbye it will be the last time. and then sometimes i think they are immortal. they are such a part of who i am and i cherish that.
going back to la is always strange and wonderful. i can't help but ask the what-ifs...what if we had stayed and not moved. life would be very different for sure. i think moving here has been one of the best decisions that my loving man and i made...and it was so random at the time when you think about it... but life would have been very, very different. i would probably be a bitter, underpaid public school teacher. chuck would be exec chef for someone. i don't know that we would have opened and closed our own restaurant, or if i would be my own small company. i would miss making all the wonderfull friends i have here who have made my world a better place....michelle, cass, jady...
i got to spend some good time with my sheri-bear and my fairy god daughter which is always good for my soul. there are people in this world that know you regardless of the time that passes or the physical distance between you. people that can touch you with a word and leave you either rolling on the floor laughing or crying. those are the ones that matter and i am truly blessed that i have those in abundance.
the annual ahn halloween partay is tomorrow. michelle and i just made our final shopping lists, chuck and i have our most awesomest costumes...yes there will be pictures...i can't wait to get to hang out with my azn 4 life homegirl :)
but for now...off to bed with me.
have a lovely evening :)
things are good. work is the same. stupidity abounds. but who wants to talk about that.
chuckles and i spent a week in the mother country right next to old man river with brad...that rocked. grandparents are well. part of me wants to see if i can telecommute more and work from there so i can spend more time with them. when we were there, bobbie (one of my grandparents' caregivers) made a comment about us moving back and grandma said "yes please". it made me want to cry... as i cry everytime i say goodbye to her. i am always scared that when I say goodbye it will be the last time. and then sometimes i think they are immortal. they are such a part of who i am and i cherish that.
going back to la is always strange and wonderful. i can't help but ask the what-ifs...what if we had stayed and not moved. life would be very different for sure. i think moving here has been one of the best decisions that my loving man and i made...and it was so random at the time when you think about it... but life would have been very, very different. i would probably be a bitter, underpaid public school teacher. chuck would be exec chef for someone. i don't know that we would have opened and closed our own restaurant, or if i would be my own small company. i would miss making all the wonderfull friends i have here who have made my world a better place....michelle, cass, jady...
i got to spend some good time with my sheri-bear and my fairy god daughter which is always good for my soul. there are people in this world that know you regardless of the time that passes or the physical distance between you. people that can touch you with a word and leave you either rolling on the floor laughing or crying. those are the ones that matter and i am truly blessed that i have those in abundance.
the annual ahn halloween partay is tomorrow. michelle and i just made our final shopping lists, chuck and i have our most awesomest costumes...yes there will be pictures...i can't wait to get to hang out with my azn 4 life homegirl :)
but for now...off to bed with me.
have a lovely evening :)