This is why I fucking hate cameras!!!!
Ok, I bring everything in and actually remember the right fucking tape then I try and make it work. The camera will not accept the tape and is now refusing to work so I have to refilm the whole fucking thing again even the sound bites and I know that its gonna be a bad fucking excuse of a movie because I'm so pissed off. I was thinking that I coulod do some little things right again but no, no I couldnt do that because the camera has completely fucked up and I cant do anything about it.
It might just be that the camera is playing shenanigans but I dont take this shit. So I have to refilm. And I froze my ass of for that the last time I did because hey guess what, ITS FUCKIING JANUARY!!!
That Kimono has no warmth to it at all and I am just so pissed off that it fucked up on the one day that I needed it to work. I havwnt had a good day today anyway because I was being paranoid at Leanne and having a go because I was insecure...fucking depressing fucking up my relationship.
Its days like these that I wish I had stuck that knife down my wrist and died because this is just wank. I know I could probably get better shots but that isnt the principle, I did so well in acting and Leanne's camera work was awsome. So now I've gotta rent out a fucking camera and tripod so I can actually do something and not fuck up completely. But hey, this is me. What do I expext, this always happens to me doesnt it?
I get the perfect relationship and I'm pissing her off by being an immature retard, then I get some good fucking film and I fuck up again.
I seriously wanna pack it in right now. Gonna have to watch myself as I go home tonight because that truck that drives past me at a million miles an hour might look really good when I'm walking past it. I might turn into pancakes if I dont watch what I'm doing. Damn me for not charging up my phone cause I just wanna rant to Lanni and get a hug from her because I feel so down.
It might just be that the camera is playing shenanigans but I dont take this shit. So I have to refilm. And I froze my ass of for that the last time I did because hey guess what, ITS FUCKIING JANUARY!!!
That Kimono has no warmth to it at all and I am just so pissed off that it fucked up on the one day that I needed it to work. I havwnt had a good day today anyway because I was being paranoid at Leanne and having a go because I was insecure...fucking depressing fucking up my relationship.
Its days like these that I wish I had stuck that knife down my wrist and died because this is just wank. I know I could probably get better shots but that isnt the principle, I did so well in acting and Leanne's camera work was awsome. So now I've gotta rent out a fucking camera and tripod so I can actually do something and not fuck up completely. But hey, this is me. What do I expext, this always happens to me doesnt it?
I get the perfect relationship and I'm pissing her off by being an immature retard, then I get some good fucking film and I fuck up again.
I seriously wanna pack it in right now. Gonna have to watch myself as I go home tonight because that truck that drives past me at a million miles an hour might look really good when I'm walking past it. I might turn into pancakes if I dont watch what I'm doing. Damn me for not charging up my phone cause I just wanna rant to Lanni and get a hug from her because I feel so down.