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[torturedpoet]

I am so certain sometimes that we owe certain people karmic debt from past lives. It's just so inexplicable why we stay bound to people sometimes despite how poorly they treat us. And then I remember plenty of times in this lifetime where I have treated people this way, and very much deserve this treatment back, which makes me believe you can never fully change your ways until you've been on the receiving end of such hurtful behavior. I wouldn't have changed until now. But I will keep trying to be a better person until my actions no longer hurt others, because that has never been my intent.

I only bite because I feel threatened. I have always been and still am incredibly insecure. I've just gotten better at feigning confidence.