Jul 14, 2005 11:06
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i cross this name out and watch intently
as the life drains from their body
they think back to the times they had
and the memories they'd never forget
the laughs they had, tears of joy
back to the nights they spent crying in their bed
the mornings they wish they hadn't awaken
the memories that leave them shaken.
remember back when they got their first kiss
and realizing it was their last
and their first dog that wagged his tail
the one they didnt get to say goodbye to
and be right there before he died.
and the family vacation...
the long road trips..the antisipation
theyd never have a family of thier own
no children to tell the old family stories
and the dangers of love.
i left so many possibilities unfulfilled
when i marked my name off the list
of people who still wanted to try
and give another shot at life.
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gosh...i havent written anything like that in so long. its kind of weird to look at that and realize that i wrote it...and not someone else. its not the greatest in the world...but im just getting warmed up. eventually i will be back to my old writing techniques. and no...im not giving up on life...so...dont go getting all upset about that.
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