Dec 17, 2004 12:29
hey everyone.. whats up? not much here.. sitting here talking with britny & brianna ((im at school)). i talked to ryan last night, he told me that he still wants to me with me :-/ i wanna be with him too.. its just, im really scared now. im tired of getting my feelings hurt & my heart broken. and if i do go back out with him, alot of people are gonna get pissed at me. and alot of things are gonna change.. cuz im not gonna keep my mouth shut anymore. im tired of it, im such a pushover when it comes to him.. and its just not gonna happen anymore.
lol candycane makes me hyper! lol okay.. anwyays.. im supposed to go up to the mall tonight. hopefully ill be taking britny with me again.. if she's not punished. if she cant go, sarahs gonna come with me.
mmkay.. teacher almost just caught me..
im gonna go:
~cait
i love ryan<3
[[no matter what]]