Cali
I'm worried. Bad feelings. I'm gonna be gone for 2 months.. and I'm scared... depression comes when I'm alone.. and I'll only have my cousins... and they're much older than me..
I'm just a silly little girl with silly little dreams..
I'll miss everyone.. I'll miss you..
I just wish I had the guts and the motivation to really make something of myself.. but the fear of failure is paralyzing...
I wish I could be ok... I want to not care..
I want to feel like I used to so long ago when everything seemed so simple.. when i still thought I really could do what i wanted for a living.. that won't happen though..
My heart hurts..
I'm just a silly little girl with silly little dreams..
I'll miss everyone.. I'll miss you..
I just wish I had the guts and the motivation to really make something of myself.. but the fear of failure is paralyzing...
I wish I could be ok... I want to not care..
I want to feel like I used to so long ago when everything seemed so simple.. when i still thought I really could do what i wanted for a living.. that won't happen though..
My heart hurts..