Wow
My best friend got married yesterday. She's 20. I'm 20. It's weird. It's so crazy that she's already married now and she's younger than me. I think they really do love each other tho. They both got choked up during their vows and the rings. It was cute. I couldn't cry though cuz I got to sing at the wedding which was awesome cuz I haven't sang in sooo long. I got a lot of compliments about it so I'm glad I did ok heh. I never really am satisfied with my singing. I notice the little things that I mess up and then i'm like man that sucked. But yesterday I was actually kind of happy with how I did. There were a few things I did wrong but they were very very little. After I sang then I could cry so I just started crying really hard heh. At the reception the DJ played some terrible songs and Jeff and I talked about how we were gonna make a list of which songs the DJ can't play ever. Most of the songs the DJ at this reception did play haha.
The wedding was beautiful and weddings make me wanna think about mine. And it makes me think about marrying Jeff. XD i know I can see myself marrying him someday. We have a great place together. I love the little family we have together with our kitties hehehe. I can see having babies and arguing about silly little house things.. well we do that already hehe. But I can see it all. Having Christmas together after we've got kids and filling their stockings and sitting around with them and opening presents. He's great with kids so I know our kids are gonna be lucky to have him as a father :-) It's nice to think about the future... It's nice to feel comfortable together like we do. And I know nothing will come between us even though things have tried to. We're still together. So suck it universe. Heh. Your obstacles only make us stronger together. I'm excited thinking about marriage even though I'm so young.
I know it's not gonna happen soon cuz it's only been a little over a year with us but it's still nice to picture hehe. We've talked about it before and the things he pictures are nice too hehehe.
It feels like we've gotten even closer since we went to California. We needed that time together where we spent a lot of time just us or just us and couple other people. I think it's made us stronger together. It's nice. Plus it was awesome to meet his friend Rachel and for him to meet my awesome cousin and his fiancee. Rachel was AWESOME and I really wish that we lived closer to her cuz she's so nice and is the kind of friend I really need. I don't have friends like her and it makes me happy that she liked me heh XD. I'm glad my cousin's fiancee is awesome too. She's super smart and funny and totally like my cousin so it's perfect. We loved the trip except the driving ha. So we had a great time minus the traffic jams and whatnot. We're definitely going back the very next time we can.
The only sucky thing right now is my debt. And school. And my job sucks a lot. I don't like it as much as I used to. In fact I kind of hate it. I'm gonna try a lot harder to find a job cuz apparently nothing I have been doing is working. :-(
So the summary is
Jeff = amazing and I can see myself marrying him.
Emily's Wedding = beautiful
California = AWESOME
Rachel = AWESOME
Everything else = terrible and making me sad.
This is the longest entry I think I've done in a while. It felt good. It's like I never write anymore cuz it's hard. But this entry it just was easy. I'm done now heh.
<3
The wedding was beautiful and weddings make me wanna think about mine. And it makes me think about marrying Jeff. XD i know I can see myself marrying him someday. We have a great place together. I love the little family we have together with our kitties hehehe. I can see having babies and arguing about silly little house things.. well we do that already hehe. But I can see it all. Having Christmas together after we've got kids and filling their stockings and sitting around with them and opening presents. He's great with kids so I know our kids are gonna be lucky to have him as a father :-) It's nice to think about the future... It's nice to feel comfortable together like we do. And I know nothing will come between us even though things have tried to. We're still together. So suck it universe. Heh. Your obstacles only make us stronger together. I'm excited thinking about marriage even though I'm so young.
I know it's not gonna happen soon cuz it's only been a little over a year with us but it's still nice to picture hehe. We've talked about it before and the things he pictures are nice too hehehe.
It feels like we've gotten even closer since we went to California. We needed that time together where we spent a lot of time just us or just us and couple other people. I think it's made us stronger together. It's nice. Plus it was awesome to meet his friend Rachel and for him to meet my awesome cousin and his fiancee. Rachel was AWESOME and I really wish that we lived closer to her cuz she's so nice and is the kind of friend I really need. I don't have friends like her and it makes me happy that she liked me heh XD. I'm glad my cousin's fiancee is awesome too. She's super smart and funny and totally like my cousin so it's perfect. We loved the trip except the driving ha. So we had a great time minus the traffic jams and whatnot. We're definitely going back the very next time we can.
The only sucky thing right now is my debt. And school. And my job sucks a lot. I don't like it as much as I used to. In fact I kind of hate it. I'm gonna try a lot harder to find a job cuz apparently nothing I have been doing is working. :-(
So the summary is
Jeff = amazing and I can see myself marrying him.
Emily's Wedding = beautiful
California = AWESOME
Rachel = AWESOME
Everything else = terrible and making me sad.
This is the longest entry I think I've done in a while. It felt good. It's like I never write anymore cuz it's hard. But this entry it just was easy. I'm done now heh.
<3