Nov 18, 2008 20:14
Cuz no one really reads this much. But I'm still gonna keep writing occasionally. Like now.
People make me sad. No one seems to have many morals anymore. People don't care about whether someone is available or not. They'll still go after someone they want. Not caring about whether that person has a family and children that they may be destroying. They matter more than someone else's desire. It makes me sick to think people would break up a family. Even that someone would try to break up any relationship even if they aren't married. No one respects things like that anymore. No one respects boundaries. It's all about them. Individuals don't care about other people anymore.. I'm sure some people do still but a lot fewer it seems. I care about other people's feelings for the most part. Some people don't entirely deserve the consideration if I have a personal belief against them but even then I wouldn't try to break up a relationship of someone I didn't like. It's just not right ever. Even if there was someone i truly hated with every fiber of my being I would never do that. It's a truly terrible person who would try to come between people in love. Someone who would exploit small problems that could be worked out between the two but they made them seem bigger and pulled that person away from their significant other. That's the worst kind of person. I think people like that should be punished. I think they should feel like complete scum because they are.
This is kind of all sparked from someone i know being very vocal and open about her father having an affair. It makes me really sad and sick to think people like that exist. No one takes marriage seriously anymore. I still do. And considering at this point my hopes are to last until we get married I hope that Jeff has the same feelings about marriage as I do but I'm pretty sure he does. I get to be lucky like that. I hope. Things have tried to come between us. The most that's ever happened before and it hasn't happened. Nothing will come between us and tear us apart because neither of us will let that happen. I make sure and always do my best to think about what consequences might happen from my actions and take time to weigh things out before making a decision that might be a bad one. That's not usual for me since I used to be so impulsive. I still am but not like I used to be. I always keep Jeff on my mind and make decisions with him in mind and I know he does the same for me. If only my friend's dad had done the same in his situation.
I wish something would happen to restore my faith in humanity cuz it's pretty much been killed recently to the point where I don't want to consider other people anymore cuz it just seems like society as a whole is very selfish.
Life makes me sad.