WTF....

[tortured_cliche]

is closure anyway? It's lame. And I don't think I will ever get "closure". I will never be able to let go of everything. I will always be stuck like this. I will always be stuck on all the things I fucked up. All the times I did something STUPID. All the times I made a fool of myself. God dammit. I miss you... and a few other yous. This next part will use no names. Just you. And each one may be a different person or it may be a few of the same. But don't assume you know who it is. You prolly don't.

I wish things had ended better with you.
I wish you hadn't just ignored me.
I wish you weren't so cute still.
I wish I wasn't such a bitch to you.
I wish I hadn't hurt you.
and you and you and you and you.
I wish you weren't you.
DAMMIT.