The truth will come out......

[tortugy]

Well, we found out the story. Or should I say ONE of the stories.. Chris, her boyfriend and father of her children, ran her over. He claims it was a freak accident, but we (me and Lindsay) both know better. He hass changed his story like five times about what happened... Then at the funeral her mom came up and talked to us, and she said, "If you know anything about the domestic issues, would you be willing to talk to authorities?" So we are supposed to call her mom tomorrow.. That just goes to show you righ there.. I mean, how can you not know someone slipped and fell under your truck and accidently run over them?? I just can't see that happening! And the son of a bitch didn't shed ONE tear at her funeral.. And when we went up to speak, he read a poem. He didn't speak and say how much he loved her or anything. He read the poem and sat down, and while he was sitting down he said, "Man, that was hard!" If you could have heard the tone in his voice as he said that, you would hear the tone and voice of a killer, of someone who is trying to appear innocent.. Me and Lindsay will do whatever it takes to get this killer convicted... No, not lie, just tell of what we know. We have no doubt he did it. And it isn't fair!!! She had so much life left to live! She was such a wonderful person with a heart as big as the ocean... It makes you think a lot about life when you lose a good close friend... I just want to call everyone I know that I care about and tell them how I feel because I'm scared. Scared they don't know and scared they will never know. What if I never get the chance??? You never really know... God I loved her so much!!!! It's not fuckin fair!!! I just want to go murder the son of a bitch myself! Torture him and have him begging for mercy and not stopping until he is no longer breathing! But what good would that do? Land myself in jail for someone who isn't worth going to jail for. But that mother fucker will pay. He will do time and realize what a horrible thing he has done.. Or maybe he won't. Maybe he doesn't feel any guilt at all...

Sorry this is kind of long... I just can't stop thinking about her and how fucking angry I am. And sad... I will NEVER in my life forget her... You just never realize how much you love someone until they are gone.....