...I am alive in this moment, in this moment i belong...
i dont know what's wrong with me. Suddenly I'm so unmotivated to do anything... which is really bad considering i have 3 tests i need to study for and grad school apps i have to start filling out. All i wanna do is hangout, play guitar, and talk with friends.... i spite u senioritus!!! =( i feel like i have a mental block with everything and anything....oddly enough, though, i feel so (for lack of a better term) .... vibrant... so alive... so beautiful in my own right... and it's wonderful... i feel like myself again, and i've honestly missed it
so i was doing the crossword puzzle today (surprise surprise), and this song randomly popped in my head... and i was like yeah! i havent listened to u in forever! so i dug it out... and thoroughly enjoyed ... like so many times before... and it made me think back to the "what SoCo song are u"... and of course... i was Konstantine ;) (hahahaha.... and brandon was punk rock princess... and of course i had to tell his gf sarah....) anyways... such an inspiration...in a completely non-chicago way...hahaha =)
...wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clovers...
and then you bring me home
afraid to find out that your alone oh
and im sleeping in your living room
but we dont have much room to live
and i had these dreams in them i learned to play guitar
maybe cross the country
become a rock star
and there was hope in me that I could take you there
but damnit you're so young
well i dont think i care
and if i hurt you
then im sorry
please dont think that this was easy
and then you bring me home
cause we both know what its like to be alone oh
and im dreaming in your living room
but we dont have much room to live...
...this is because i can spell confusion with a 'K'
and i like it
its to dying in anothers arms
and why i had to try it
its to jimmy eat world
and those nights in my car
when the first star you see
may not be a star
im not your star
isnt that what you said
what you thought this song meant
and if this is what it takes
just to lie with my mistakes
and live with what i did to you
all the hell i put you through
i always catch the clock
its 11:11
now you wanna talk
its not hard to dream
you'll always be my konstantine
my konstantine
they'll never hurt you like i do
no they'll never hurt you like i do
no,no,no, no, no, no, no, no
this is to a girl
who got into my head
with all the pretty things she did
hey
ya know
you keep me up in bed
this is to a girl
who got into my head
with all these f****d up things i did
hey
maybe
baby you could keep me up in bed
my konstanine ....
so beautifully romantic ... in a completely SoCo way... i luv it... three cheers to hopeless romantics and emo kids everywhere!!!
so i was doing the crossword puzzle today (surprise surprise), and this song randomly popped in my head... and i was like yeah! i havent listened to u in forever! so i dug it out... and thoroughly enjoyed ... like so many times before... and it made me think back to the "what SoCo song are u"... and of course... i was Konstantine ;) (hahahaha.... and brandon was punk rock princess... and of course i had to tell his gf sarah....) anyways... such an inspiration...in a completely non-chicago way...hahaha =)
...wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clovers...
and then you bring me home
afraid to find out that your alone oh
and im sleeping in your living room
but we dont have much room to live
and i had these dreams in them i learned to play guitar
maybe cross the country
become a rock star
and there was hope in me that I could take you there
but damnit you're so young
well i dont think i care
and if i hurt you
then im sorry
please dont think that this was easy
and then you bring me home
cause we both know what its like to be alone oh
and im dreaming in your living room
but we dont have much room to live...
...this is because i can spell confusion with a 'K'
and i like it
its to dying in anothers arms
and why i had to try it
its to jimmy eat world
and those nights in my car
when the first star you see
may not be a star
im not your star
isnt that what you said
what you thought this song meant
and if this is what it takes
just to lie with my mistakes
and live with what i did to you
all the hell i put you through
i always catch the clock
its 11:11
now you wanna talk
its not hard to dream
you'll always be my konstantine
my konstantine
they'll never hurt you like i do
no they'll never hurt you like i do
no,no,no, no, no, no, no, no
this is to a girl
who got into my head
with all the pretty things she did
hey
ya know
you keep me up in bed
this is to a girl
who got into my head
with all these f****d up things i did
hey
maybe
baby you could keep me up in bed
my konstanine ....
so beautifully romantic ... in a completely SoCo way... i luv it... three cheers to hopeless romantics and emo kids everywhere!!!