Meltdown part 1
Title: Meltdown
Author: death_note13
Rating: NC-17
Pairing(s): Akame
Genre: slight angst, dark themes, and mentions of romance~
Beta'd by: My English Teacher XD (thanks Dr. P~ ♥)
Disclaimer: I don't own the idea, it came from various forensic movies, the song Meltdown(Kagamine Rin), and the song sAINT(Marilyn Manson). a The summary is taken from sAINT.
Summary: I don't care if your world is ending today
Because I wasn't invited to it anyway
You said I tasted famous, so I drew you a heart
But now I'm not an artist I'm a fucking work of art
Warnings: psycho!Kame, mentions of murder, slight sex and blood~
Author Notes: The summary...it's odd~ I know. There's suppose to be a meaning behind it, but I'm too tired to explain it atm D8 ...so look for it in the other part ♥ ...or wait...it might be easier to understand in the second part XD I promise there's nothing gory about it XD ...right, this is dedicated to dearest Nounou~ because she complained at how there was little psycho!Kame XD Uhm...also...let's see >.< this is a two part oneshot...since I'm eager to post this, and I promised Nounou I would XD So, here's the first part of it, and hopefully, Kame doesn't scare anyone D8
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No words came from his mouth as he stared up at his captor’s shadow.
“Speechless?” he asked teasingly, stepping into the light.
“Who are-” a sharp pain exploded across the face and made him fall onto his back; he slid slightly, feeling dirty concrete scrape the skin of his bounded arms raw…he was pretty sure there was blood.
“Don’t talk.” He said sharply.
The other man walked around him before stopping at his head, “Akanishi.”
Jin looked at the man surprised.
“Wondering how I know your name?” he started walking again, shoes making a steady noise on the concrete as he made revolutions around the other man.
Jin nodded hesitantly.
“You see, Akanishi…” he trailed off, “We went to high school together.”
His eyes widened, w…what…?
“You don’t remember me, do you?” he tilted his head to the side as he watched Jin shake his head, “That’s right; you never did notice me…” he stepped closer to Jin, “I was the only one who paid attention to you…the only one who knew you personally…” he stopped at Jin’s head again and kneeled down, “I loved you..” he grabbed a fistful of Jin’s hair, pulling his head forward, “I still do…” he whispered close to the older man’s ear.
Jin winced, staring up at the other man as he placed a hand on his bruised cheek.
“I bet you don’t know who I am…do you…?”
He looked into the other man’s eyes, noticing for the first time that they looked awfully familiar…
Oh no.
The man smirked, “Did it finally hit you Akanishi…?”
“K…”
He laughed, “You do remember me!”
“Kazuya…?”
The other man didn’t even hit him again for talking, instead, he smirked, “Hello JinJin~”
“You….you killed all those people?” Jin asked incredulously, gaping at Kazuya.
Kazuya frowned, “I did…”
“Why!?”
Pursing his lips, Kazuya stood up, “To show my love…” he looked down at Jin, “I need to show the person I love, that I love them…and what better way, than to take out their competition?” his grin was maniacal.
Jin felt a sense of dread fill him.
Kazuya fell to his knees, crawling over to Jin and pressing his dirty palms against Jin’s cheeks, “I did it for you Jin…all of it…” he rested his forehead against the other’s, “All those people…the agents…I killed them for you…I didn’t want anyone standing in your way of success…I promised myself I would look after you…”
Jin suddenly felt sick, “Why…why me?”
“I knew that when I first saw you…you would be the one to save me from those people…you would be the one who would be there for me…you’d take me away…” he stared deeply into Jin’s eyes for a few minutes, breathing heavily.
Jin opened his mouth, but Kazuya pressed a finger to his lips.
“But you never came…” he said quietly, “I waited for you everyday, but you never came…ever. Then…you left…and I almost killed myself when I didn’t see you for all those years…” he leaned back, pulling up the sleeves of his shirt, showing Jin the various scars that littered his arms, “All of them were unsuccessful…it was like…fate was telling me not to give up…” he let the sleeves fall back over his hands, “Can’t you see Jin? It’s fate!” He smiled at Jin, pressing his dirty palms to his face again, “Fate wants us to be together…”
Jin stared at Kazuya, “K…Kamenashi…”
Kazuya shook his head, “No…don’t say it…I know how you feel…”
He’s thinking in delusions again…
“I know that you’d never love someone like me…”
Jin had to think fast…he had to get out of this somehow…
“But I do love you!” he blurted out.
Kazuya looked down at Jin, “What?”
“Kazuya…I…I love you too…I always have…ever since I met you…”
A skeptical look; “Really?”
Jin nodded, trying to look sincere.
Kazuya’s face broke out into a smile, and if he had been in any other situation than this, he would have been glad to have that smile turned in his direction.
“Can you untie me?” Jin asked hesitantly.
Kazuya bit his lip, “You can’t leave me…you understand?”
“I do…I don’t ever want to leave you…”
Hurrying to untie Jin, Kazuya accidently let his sleeves scrape over the raw skin on Jin’s arms, making the older man wince.
“Sorry sweetheart~” he said in a sickeningly sweet voice, “Let me get some ointment and bandages, alright?”
Jin exhaled when he felt the ropes slide down his arms, then Kazuya disappeared up the stairs.
Moments later, footsteps could be heard and he saw Kazuya’s bare feet appear in the light of the doorway, then disappear as the door was closed and locked.
Bright lights filled the room and Kazuya came over, “Come on…” he said, helping the older man up and leading him to a bed that was in the room.
Kazuya pushed his too large sleeves again and Jin felt slightly sick at the amount of scars that covered the younger’s arms.
“This may sting a little…” he said, squeezing some of the gel onto Jin’s arm and rubbing it in, feeling the older man flinch as it did, indeed sting.
Jin watched the younger man carefully wrap white bandages around his arms, covering the raw skin. He hissed when he felt the bandage press too tightly against his skin.
“Are you okay?” Kazuya asked, jumping suddenly.
Jin nodded, “Yeah, you just pulled a bit too tight…” he said hesitantly, “It surprised me…”
Kazuya looked a little sad, “Sorry Jin…” he said quietly, letting go of the bandage for a moment to pull at it and un-tighten it.
Jin shook his head, reaching down to place a hand over Kazuya’s smaller one, “It’s okay…Kazu…” he said hesitantly, wondering if the younger believed his act or if he was just playing with him.
A smile crossed Kazuya’s face, “Jin…” he whispered, “I love you…”
“I love you too…”
Kazuya finished wrapping up Jin’s arms and put the kit away, “Jin…?” he asked, sounding a bit insecure.
Jin looked over at the younger man, “Yeah?” he replied, watching as Kazuya stood up and started to pace.
“I…I know that we just admitted to each other..a..and all…but…you see…all these years…I’ve wanted to…”
Jin reached out and grabbed Kazuya’s sleeve, pulling the younger man to stand between his legs, “Do they still hurt?” he asked quietly, pushing Kazuya’s sleeve up and tracing one of the scars on his arm.
Kazuya shook his head, “No…not now.” He said; a small smile on his face. “Jin makes me feel better.”
“Good.” Jin smiled at him, “I’m glad you’re not suicidal anymore.”
Unexpectedly, Kazuya’s eyes harden and he pulls away from Jin, “It wouldn’t have happened if you hadn’t left in the first place, Akanishi.”
Jin stands up as Kazuya starts walking away, “I…I had to.”
“I don’t fucking care, sit the fuck down before I change my mind and kill you like I did all the others.”
Not wanting to test the unstable man, he did as Kazuya said.
Moments later, Kazuya returned, in one hand he held a manila envelope and in the other, a knife with a five inch blade…Jin knew that knife, it was the murder weapon.
Sitting on one of the crates that were placed around the basement, Kazuya opened the envelopes, “I’m planning my next murder…”
“W…what?”
Kazuya looked up, there was a crazy look in his eye, “Your promotion comes up next month…I have to start taking out the competition…”
“How do you know about me…?”
Kazuya placed the envelope down and stood; Jin noticed that he still held the knife in his right hand, the blade glinting in the dim lights of the basement.
Jin watched as the younger walked closer to him, “I watch you…” he stood in front of Jin again, “I have eyes and ears everywhere…they watch over you for me when I can’t…they tell me things…I know where you live…your routine and how you live your daily life…” he kneeled, knee pressing into the mattress between Jin’s legs, “I know all of your lovers…” he whispered, bringing his right hand to rest against Jin’s shoulder, the back of the blade pressing into the skin making Jin’s breath hitch, “I’m everywhere Jin.”
Jin exhaled heavily, staring into Kazuya’s eyes, “I…”
Kazuya shook his head, placing his pointer finger against Jin’s lips, “Don’t say anything…” he said quietly, “Just kiss me…” he looked into Jin’s eyes, “Please…”
Licking his lips, Jin leaned forward, hesitating slightly as he realized what situation he was in, he had to make the other man believe he was in love with him, so, he leaned forward and pressed his lips gently against Kazuya’s.
Almost immediately, Kazuya took control of the kiss, pushing against Jin as the knife stayed firmly clutched in his hand.
Jin fell back against the wall, the rough concrete digging into his back, he winced into the kiss as Kazuya bit his bottom lip roughly and he opened his mouth in a slightly pained gasp, allowing the younger to stick his tongue in there, tracing every crevice of his mouth.
Kazuya smiled and pulled away, “I love you…”
“I love you too…” he whispered, “I really, really do.”
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This is the end to the first part XD There's a second part I should be posting tomorrow...or Saturday...which is a bit...more...I dunno >.< darker than this? I'm still debating on the ending, there's two possible ones.
...and I just realized that I need to stop watching all the movies we watch in Forensic science >.<
D8 and sorry if the writing style is choppy and grainy~ >.<
♥ comments?
Author: death_note13
Rating: NC-17
Pairing(s): Akame
Genre: slight angst, dark themes, and mentions of romance~
Beta'd by: My English Teacher XD (thanks Dr. P~ ♥)
Disclaimer: I don't own the idea, it came from various forensic movies, the song Meltdown(Kagamine Rin), and the song sAINT(Marilyn Manson). a The summary is taken from sAINT.
Summary: I don't care if your world is ending today
Because I wasn't invited to it anyway
You said I tasted famous, so I drew you a heart
But now I'm not an artist I'm a fucking work of art
Warnings: psycho!Kame, mentions of murder, slight sex and blood~
Author Notes: The summary...it's odd~ I know. There's suppose to be a meaning behind it, but I'm too tired to explain it atm D8 ...so look for it in the other part ♥ ...or wait...it might be easier to understand in the second part XD I promise there's nothing gory about it XD ...right, this is dedicated to dearest Nounou~ because she complained at how there was little psycho!Kame XD Uhm...also...let's see >.< this is a two part oneshot...since I'm eager to post this, and I promised Nounou I would XD So, here's the first part of it, and hopefully, Kame doesn't scare anyone D8
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No words came from his mouth as he stared up at his captor’s shadow.
“Speechless?” he asked teasingly, stepping into the light.
“Who are-” a sharp pain exploded across the face and made him fall onto his back; he slid slightly, feeling dirty concrete scrape the skin of his bounded arms raw…he was pretty sure there was blood.
“Don’t talk.” He said sharply.
The other man walked around him before stopping at his head, “Akanishi.”
Jin looked at the man surprised.
“Wondering how I know your name?” he started walking again, shoes making a steady noise on the concrete as he made revolutions around the other man.
Jin nodded hesitantly.
“You see, Akanishi…” he trailed off, “We went to high school together.”
His eyes widened, w…what…?
“You don’t remember me, do you?” he tilted his head to the side as he watched Jin shake his head, “That’s right; you never did notice me…” he stepped closer to Jin, “I was the only one who paid attention to you…the only one who knew you personally…” he stopped at Jin’s head again and kneeled down, “I loved you..” he grabbed a fistful of Jin’s hair, pulling his head forward, “I still do…” he whispered close to the older man’s ear.
Jin winced, staring up at the other man as he placed a hand on his bruised cheek.
“I bet you don’t know who I am…do you…?”
He looked into the other man’s eyes, noticing for the first time that they looked awfully familiar…
Oh no.
The man smirked, “Did it finally hit you Akanishi…?”
“K…”
He laughed, “You do remember me!”
“Kazuya…?”
The other man didn’t even hit him again for talking, instead, he smirked, “Hello JinJin~”
“You….you killed all those people?” Jin asked incredulously, gaping at Kazuya.
Kazuya frowned, “I did…”
“Why!?”
Pursing his lips, Kazuya stood up, “To show my love…” he looked down at Jin, “I need to show the person I love, that I love them…and what better way, than to take out their competition?” his grin was maniacal.
Jin felt a sense of dread fill him.
Kazuya fell to his knees, crawling over to Jin and pressing his dirty palms against Jin’s cheeks, “I did it for you Jin…all of it…” he rested his forehead against the other’s, “All those people…the agents…I killed them for you…I didn’t want anyone standing in your way of success…I promised myself I would look after you…”
Jin suddenly felt sick, “Why…why me?”
“I knew that when I first saw you…you would be the one to save me from those people…you would be the one who would be there for me…you’d take me away…” he stared deeply into Jin’s eyes for a few minutes, breathing heavily.
Jin opened his mouth, but Kazuya pressed a finger to his lips.
“But you never came…” he said quietly, “I waited for you everyday, but you never came…ever. Then…you left…and I almost killed myself when I didn’t see you for all those years…” he leaned back, pulling up the sleeves of his shirt, showing Jin the various scars that littered his arms, “All of them were unsuccessful…it was like…fate was telling me not to give up…” he let the sleeves fall back over his hands, “Can’t you see Jin? It’s fate!” He smiled at Jin, pressing his dirty palms to his face again, “Fate wants us to be together…”
Jin stared at Kazuya, “K…Kamenashi…”
Kazuya shook his head, “No…don’t say it…I know how you feel…”
He’s thinking in delusions again…
“I know that you’d never love someone like me…”
Jin had to think fast…he had to get out of this somehow…
“But I do love you!” he blurted out.
Kazuya looked down at Jin, “What?”
“Kazuya…I…I love you too…I always have…ever since I met you…”
A skeptical look; “Really?”
Jin nodded, trying to look sincere.
Kazuya’s face broke out into a smile, and if he had been in any other situation than this, he would have been glad to have that smile turned in his direction.
“Can you untie me?” Jin asked hesitantly.
Kazuya bit his lip, “You can’t leave me…you understand?”
“I do…I don’t ever want to leave you…”
Hurrying to untie Jin, Kazuya accidently let his sleeves scrape over the raw skin on Jin’s arms, making the older man wince.
“Sorry sweetheart~” he said in a sickeningly sweet voice, “Let me get some ointment and bandages, alright?”
Jin exhaled when he felt the ropes slide down his arms, then Kazuya disappeared up the stairs.
Moments later, footsteps could be heard and he saw Kazuya’s bare feet appear in the light of the doorway, then disappear as the door was closed and locked.
Bright lights filled the room and Kazuya came over, “Come on…” he said, helping the older man up and leading him to a bed that was in the room.
Kazuya pushed his too large sleeves again and Jin felt slightly sick at the amount of scars that covered the younger’s arms.
“This may sting a little…” he said, squeezing some of the gel onto Jin’s arm and rubbing it in, feeling the older man flinch as it did, indeed sting.
Jin watched the younger man carefully wrap white bandages around his arms, covering the raw skin. He hissed when he felt the bandage press too tightly against his skin.
“Are you okay?” Kazuya asked, jumping suddenly.
Jin nodded, “Yeah, you just pulled a bit too tight…” he said hesitantly, “It surprised me…”
Kazuya looked a little sad, “Sorry Jin…” he said quietly, letting go of the bandage for a moment to pull at it and un-tighten it.
Jin shook his head, reaching down to place a hand over Kazuya’s smaller one, “It’s okay…Kazu…” he said hesitantly, wondering if the younger believed his act or if he was just playing with him.
A smile crossed Kazuya’s face, “Jin…” he whispered, “I love you…”
“I love you too…”
Kazuya finished wrapping up Jin’s arms and put the kit away, “Jin…?” he asked, sounding a bit insecure.
Jin looked over at the younger man, “Yeah?” he replied, watching as Kazuya stood up and started to pace.
“I…I know that we just admitted to each other..a..and all…but…you see…all these years…I’ve wanted to…”
Jin reached out and grabbed Kazuya’s sleeve, pulling the younger man to stand between his legs, “Do they still hurt?” he asked quietly, pushing Kazuya’s sleeve up and tracing one of the scars on his arm.
Kazuya shook his head, “No…not now.” He said; a small smile on his face. “Jin makes me feel better.”
“Good.” Jin smiled at him, “I’m glad you’re not suicidal anymore.”
Unexpectedly, Kazuya’s eyes harden and he pulls away from Jin, “It wouldn’t have happened if you hadn’t left in the first place, Akanishi.”
Jin stands up as Kazuya starts walking away, “I…I had to.”
“I don’t fucking care, sit the fuck down before I change my mind and kill you like I did all the others.”
Not wanting to test the unstable man, he did as Kazuya said.
Moments later, Kazuya returned, in one hand he held a manila envelope and in the other, a knife with a five inch blade…Jin knew that knife, it was the murder weapon.
Sitting on one of the crates that were placed around the basement, Kazuya opened the envelopes, “I’m planning my next murder…”
“W…what?”
Kazuya looked up, there was a crazy look in his eye, “Your promotion comes up next month…I have to start taking out the competition…”
“How do you know about me…?”
Kazuya placed the envelope down and stood; Jin noticed that he still held the knife in his right hand, the blade glinting in the dim lights of the basement.
Jin watched as the younger walked closer to him, “I watch you…” he stood in front of Jin again, “I have eyes and ears everywhere…they watch over you for me when I can’t…they tell me things…I know where you live…your routine and how you live your daily life…” he kneeled, knee pressing into the mattress between Jin’s legs, “I know all of your lovers…” he whispered, bringing his right hand to rest against Jin’s shoulder, the back of the blade pressing into the skin making Jin’s breath hitch, “I’m everywhere Jin.”
Jin exhaled heavily, staring into Kazuya’s eyes, “I…”
Kazuya shook his head, placing his pointer finger against Jin’s lips, “Don’t say anything…” he said quietly, “Just kiss me…” he looked into Jin’s eyes, “Please…”
Licking his lips, Jin leaned forward, hesitating slightly as he realized what situation he was in, he had to make the other man believe he was in love with him, so, he leaned forward and pressed his lips gently against Kazuya’s.
Almost immediately, Kazuya took control of the kiss, pushing against Jin as the knife stayed firmly clutched in his hand.
Jin fell back against the wall, the rough concrete digging into his back, he winced into the kiss as Kazuya bit his bottom lip roughly and he opened his mouth in a slightly pained gasp, allowing the younger to stick his tongue in there, tracing every crevice of his mouth.
Kazuya smiled and pulled away, “I love you…”
“I love you too…” he whispered, “I really, really do.”
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This is the end to the first part XD There's a second part I should be posting tomorrow...or Saturday...which is a bit...more...I dunno >.< darker than this? I'm still debating on the ending, there's two possible ones.
...and I just realized that I need to stop watching all the movies we watch in Forensic science >.<
D8 and sorry if the writing style is choppy and grainy~ >.<
♥ comments?