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well i know im extremly stupid for doing this but im staying up again
and after the small amounts of sleep i had last night before running into town at half 9 today
iv already beeen feeling a bit whoa all day
not awake but more just out of it
which doesnt sound right cos its not normally the kind of feeling i can achieve
but im really feeling strange atm
an hour ago i was telling myself i will go to bed soon but now i am full of energy again
so i believe i will stay up untill i crash and burn it all of in a mondo slumber
but to prolong my wide awake hyperness i have a bottle of extremly sweet pop stuff that has mango in
lol my mood is strange though im not only feeling hyper but also very concerned and worried for the sanity/safety of ALL my friends as i am having a nasty feeling that something is going to go wrong soon and there will be very little anybody can do
wish i had a drink though that would cheer me up but still im sure at least one of my friends will let me near alcohol soon
wont they? i mean i know im not the best and by know means do i deserve it but surly there are things i can do to gain the deservity to be deserving for some or something
meh i dont really care anyway i just want to keep writing as this is kinda fun
oh well i rekon i might trudge into town extra eary tommorow so i can steal the steps for my won before anybody else ges there so i have chance to fill in all the job forms i got today with charlie
id tell you more about my day but frankly it wasnt interesting at least not compared to everybody elses
i feel like such an emo child for saying that
i must clean myself ick
and after the small amounts of sleep i had last night before running into town at half 9 today
iv already beeen feeling a bit whoa all day
not awake but more just out of it
which doesnt sound right cos its not normally the kind of feeling i can achieve
but im really feeling strange atm
an hour ago i was telling myself i will go to bed soon but now i am full of energy again
so i believe i will stay up untill i crash and burn it all of in a mondo slumber
but to prolong my wide awake hyperness i have a bottle of extremly sweet pop stuff that has mango in
lol my mood is strange though im not only feeling hyper but also very concerned and worried for the sanity/safety of ALL my friends as i am having a nasty feeling that something is going to go wrong soon and there will be very little anybody can do
wish i had a drink though that would cheer me up but still im sure at least one of my friends will let me near alcohol soon
wont they? i mean i know im not the best and by know means do i deserve it but surly there are things i can do to gain the deservity to be deserving for some or something
meh i dont really care anyway i just want to keep writing as this is kinda fun
oh well i rekon i might trudge into town extra eary tommorow so i can steal the steps for my won before anybody else ges there so i have chance to fill in all the job forms i got today with charlie
id tell you more about my day but frankly it wasnt interesting at least not compared to everybody elses
i feel like such an emo child for saying that
i must clean myself ick