Yeesh
So many years later, and I still find myself missing Julie at odd times.
Triggers happen, thoughts race, and eyes glisten while they shouldn't I can't control it No matter how hard i try i always come back to this same feeling of miss So many years later and she is still gone and i know that she is gone and i've known that she is gone It still doesn't make sense why she was taken away It still doesn't make sense that as we near our first group member's 25th she will never get there and i wish she were here And then i get angry and then i get sad all over again.
Grief is a funny thing, I suppose. Maybe it never really cycles out as we hope. Or maybe I'm just impatient and hoping for a quicker result.
Triggers happen, thoughts race, and eyes glisten while they shouldn't I can't control it No matter how hard i try i always come back to this same feeling of miss So many years later and she is still gone and i know that she is gone and i've known that she is gone It still doesn't make sense why she was taken away It still doesn't make sense that as we near our first group member's 25th she will never get there and i wish she were here And then i get angry and then i get sad all over again.
Grief is a funny thing, I suppose. Maybe it never really cycles out as we hope. Or maybe I'm just impatient and hoping for a quicker result.