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ughh. I'm so confused right now its not even funny. I've been hearing that dana tells everyone what i say about them and BFFs are supposed to keep secrets. I really dont want to be around such a two-faced backstabber but I'm not even 100% sure. Its more like 90%. I dont want to just stop being friends with her unless she did do what everyones saying she did. And i'm not sure if i want to believe everyone. Rumors are usually lies anyways. so i'm like..ughh. Maybe i'm just creating drama for everyone and myself. omg am i really such a biotch? dana has been a source of problems for me but we did have some good laughs. I was kinda hoping to move to a new high school. I messed up so badly at the one i'm going to now, i think a new start would be good. I really really want a do over. Heres the list of things that i've messed up.
My friendship with Anita
My friendship with Dana
About half my classes
My body
My face
I think so far the easiest solutiion is to start over as a new person. I doubt that'll happen so I guess that i'll have to start going to the gym, buy some proactiv, ditch dana, apologize to anita, and study really hard for the finals. Ugh i'm screwed.
My friendship with Anita
My friendship with Dana
About half my classes
My body
My face
I think so far the easiest solutiion is to start over as a new person. I doubt that'll happen so I guess that i'll have to start going to the gym, buy some proactiv, ditch dana, apologize to anita, and study really hard for the finals. Ugh i'm screwed.