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Jul 04, 2005 13:04

Its weird but independence day reminded me of how i use to be. I mean..not that i'm that different. But i think i matured a little. Well...Yeah just a little. Hahaha. I was ANNOYING! I still am, but i was more obnoxious a long time ago. Maybe because i got older..i dunno. Anyways. I wish i were more independent. its hard for me to say no to people or to do something alone. Like...at lunch at school if i wanted to go to the bathroom i'd ask someone to come with me. Geez..how sad is it when i cant go to the bathroom alone? I want to not be so dependent on people. So i'm gonna try not to ask anything from anyone. I think i'm gonna have a birthday party...but i'm not sure what to do. Should i like...do a theme??? Maybe the theme can be old fashioned sleepover or something..GrRr.

I wonder what its like to be blonde. Do they really have more fun or is that some sort of stereotype. That asscrap stone gave me an effing B. I hate him more than i hate asian cuisine. Hahaha. What an oxymoron. An asian that hates asian food. Oh well. I think its greasy and gross. Is the mall open today??? I'm bored. July the Fourth actually has no meaning for me. I'm not white so i dont really need to know anything. My ancestors came from mostly China although i have one from turkey and one who was dutch. Isnt that weird? I'm like...1/16 turkish and my grandpa has blue eyes. I wish i had nice eyes too. I'm stuck with boring old brown.

I'm breaking out and its really not that fun. I saw R. Kelly's "Trapped in the Closet" Ch. 1 and 2. It was so GAY!! But hilarious. There was this one part where i just started cracking up. It was the part where he's like singing, "He's walking towards the closet, he's pulling up to the closet, he's close to the closet, he's opening the closet" It was just so dumb. No one should try to tell a really long complicated story by song. Its just not done.
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