May 22, 2005 15:33
Something bad just happened...My sister cant decide who's prettier between this one girl and me. I dont mean to sound mean or conceited...but about 70 percent of the population is prettier than her including me...I'm not really pretty but i'm not as bad looking as her!!! Geez...My pride just got bruised. Anyways...my weekend was ok. Went to a birthday party and played video games for about 3 hours. I never paid attention to my looks but now that i have...i'm gonna be self concious for the rest of my life.
My features
-Nose is too big
-Mouth isnt too bad
-Lopsided chinky asian eyes
-Not fat...but not slim either(as my father kindly pointed out to me)
-Common brown eyes
-Horrible skin(acne, dry skin, strange tan lines, etc)
-Square-ish jaw
-Weird small feet(i wear a size 5-7 depending on the show)
I blame my father. His family is big boned, they all wear glasses, and not one of them is good looking...a lot of them are fat too. My moms side is pretty and thin. I guess life's just unfair. And i hate how i always feel so sorry for myself when my pity should go to like..the starving children of africa or something.