Oct 17, 2006 04:12
Wow,
It's only been three weeks. Three very long weeks. I've been to your grave twice and just sat there with you. I think of you every night. Sometimes, I can't control myself, others, I'm able stay composed. Most of the time, I just ask to see you once more, just for a split second. I think of you most when I listen to this song.
"Wondering, the change you’d bring, means nothing else would be the same. Did you know, what you were doing, did you know? Did you know how you would move me well, I don’t really think so. But the night came down and swept us away...When was the night that showed us the sign? Revealed in the sky, to leave all behind. But where to begin? throwing caution to the wind,we reached for the stars, everything was now ours.When the lights first came upon us, then we saw The Everglow."
I'm really empty without you. I can call back 30 great times we shared, and I wish I could re-share them with you. Everyone's gotten a lot closer. I love you soo much, you would have never known.
"Now I have finally accepted that we will never stand in the same room. I can never hear your voice of reason. At least you didn't, didn't feel a thing.When I die, I'll be fine because I know you're always there.When I die, I'm alright because I know you'll be there. You are home.I'm still here but I'm waiting for our long conversations. I'm still here, but I'm waiting for you to come home."
I miss you so much, and I wish I could have proven to you that I never forgot who you were, nor will I ever.